life is a lemon...
had this song going round my head a bit the last couple of days.. just cause there are bit of life that suck utterly.
im just wondering what i need to be/have to do to be genuinely liked... and not used... because aside from a very few people whom i think fall into the second category, everyone else just takes what they can or want and leave me by the wayside. the fact that i allow it is a separate issue... but maybe thats why.. because i *do* allow it... gah. i dont know...
im comparing myself to everyone else again.. and it wont work. but equally i have nothing else to go on....
so onto more cheery topics... i havent posted for a little while. had my birthday and a couple of visitors over, which was a welcome change, and this weekend ive had my sister up for a few days. yesterday we went to the lumiere festival in durham.. here are some of the pictures i took there.
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=123023&id=515597979&l=4e9aadcab5
have also agreed to help my friend alice out with a charity gig at the end of the month in huddersfield, which will see Ed and I performing together for the first time in well over a year... and have decided we shall henceforth be 'the distance between'
im just wondering what i need to be/have to do to be genuinely liked... and not used... because aside from a very few people whom i think fall into the second category, everyone else just takes what they can or want and leave me by the wayside. the fact that i allow it is a separate issue... but maybe thats why.. because i *do* allow it... gah. i dont know...
im comparing myself to everyone else again.. and it wont work. but equally i have nothing else to go on....
so onto more cheery topics... i havent posted for a little while. had my birthday and a couple of visitors over, which was a welcome change, and this weekend ive had my sister up for a few days. yesterday we went to the lumiere festival in durham.. here are some of the pictures i took there.
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=123023&id=515597979&l=4e9aadcab5
have also agreed to help my friend alice out with a charity gig at the end of the month in huddersfield, which will see Ed and I performing together for the first time in well over a year... and have decided we shall henceforth be 'the distance between'