edited to my liking, damnit
I sleep until there is no light. I'm wide awake all through the night. Dinner may suck but I'll take a bite, I do whatever I can. My muscles stiffen through the day. Discomfort never goes away. I feel like a garbage can. Throw me away, I've got no use. Throw me away, I'm nothing to lose. Throw me away, I feel like shit. I am useless. I know I know nothing at all. I'd take stand, but I know I'd fall. I'd run head-down into a wall and watch my blood run faster. Guys laugh and pass me on the street. I spook out everyone I meet. I've got pink toenails on my feet, I'm such a fucking master. I never seem to feel well. I always seem to look like hell. It seems like everyone can tell my mind is going numb. My brother thinks I wear freakish clothes. I get dogged on at all the shows. It seems that everybody knows I look like a fucking bum.