Wow Long time......
This is pretty intense, I haven't been on here in forever neither have I posted on here.
It's weird to look back at this and see how much I have changed and how much I have learned throughout all this time. Many things have changed and I am very proud to say that it was for the best, but some things stayed the same. Here are some examples that I can come up with off the top of my head.
Changed:
I don't do drugs,
I don't skateboard,
I'm not living at my friends house,
I don't smoke cigarettes,
I don't dress like a punk rock kid,
I am not a bum anymore!,
I am not jobless.
Stayed the same:
I still drink,
I still think Hannah was the best thing that happen to me and I still care a lot for her,
I still keep in touch with all my friends,
I still need to learn a lot of things in life,
I am still a huge procrastinator.
I still listen to punk rock music.......,
Those are just some things I can quickly think of at the moment.
I don't know why exactly I decided I feel the need to go on here and post this, probably because of pure boredom.
On the side note I think ill recap some of the things I have been thou since I last updated this thing.
I dated a crazy girl name becky lopez, we met threw a mutual friend and just hit it off. She seemed like a great girl and someone who I thought I could be with. As time passed I realized how much of a nut she really is, we fought every other day if not everyday(it was hell). I have no idea why I put up with it for nearly a year. I did cheat on her with one of my good friends Leila, yes I do regret doing it that was something that I really screwed up on. I think that what finally tore us apart along with other shit that happened. We broke up at the beginning of summer. We talked to each other once in a while and got together a couple times. At the end of summer we decided to try and work things out and date again. That was definitely a mistake. We lasted for about two weeks before I called it off for good. There was just way too much jealousy going on as well as I just wanted to have fun and I believe I wanted time to myself. As for becky all she cared about was me being there for her when she needed me and to go out and party and get drunk. That was something that really pist the fuck out of me.
Also during this time I had 3 jobs I have worked at HP, Circuit city and Target which I am still currently working at. I have had 2 cars, both Honda civic's. The first Civic I had got stolen and was recovered stripped. My 2nd civic was a 98DX. I loved that car but I ended up getting into a car accident in which the car was totaled. So currently I am car less but I do have money saved up and hoping to get a car sometime this week(hopefully)!
I also moved out of my parents house into an apartment with couple roommates. That was pretty much a waste of time and money. I did try to go to school while working, living on my own and maintaining a full time job. That was probably the hardest thing I have ever done which did not work out very well. I ended up quitting school and working. I finally moved back to my parents after living with my fuked up roommates for almost 2 years.
Between becky and I breaking up my 2 cars, me moving back home and getting back together with her I did a lot of partying maybe a little too much. At one point it got so crazy I ended up scaring myself. I also started to talk to Hannah which is my ex from Junior year in high school. We hung out once during summer and I realized how much I actually missed that girl and how much I still care for her after all these years. Ever since then we continued to talk and always tryed to make plans for her to either come see me and hang out here or for me to go up to Olympia to visit her. We are just both too busy and never had the time until just couple days ago.
I do gotta say hanging out with her was probably one of the best nights I have had in a really really long time. I really did enjoy myself and I greatly enjoy her company. She has come a long way, she changed in some ways and stayed the same in so many others. Which is great because that was what I fell in love with in the 1st place. I did en up kissing her that night and she did kiss me back. I don't exactly know what to think of that or what that really meant or what she thinks about that. All I know that I still care for her and if the right time came I would definitely have another relationship with her.
I think that's about all for tonight bitches. I is now fuking 3am and I have a ton of shit to do in the morning so I'm out to catch some Zzz's and I might write some more shit in this sometime soon.
O ya I still play FFXI, met some good peeps on there!
Hudoo is one of them hes tight and mah nigga!
It's weird to look back at this and see how much I have changed and how much I have learned throughout all this time. Many things have changed and I am very proud to say that it was for the best, but some things stayed the same. Here are some examples that I can come up with off the top of my head.
Changed:
I don't do drugs,
I don't skateboard,
I'm not living at my friends house,
I don't smoke cigarettes,
I don't dress like a punk rock kid,
I am not a bum anymore!,
I am not jobless.
Stayed the same:
I still drink,
I still think Hannah was the best thing that happen to me and I still care a lot for her,
I still keep in touch with all my friends,
I still need to learn a lot of things in life,
I am still a huge procrastinator.
I still listen to punk rock music.......,
Those are just some things I can quickly think of at the moment.
I don't know why exactly I decided I feel the need to go on here and post this, probably because of pure boredom.
On the side note I think ill recap some of the things I have been thou since I last updated this thing.
I dated a crazy girl name becky lopez, we met threw a mutual friend and just hit it off. She seemed like a great girl and someone who I thought I could be with. As time passed I realized how much of a nut she really is, we fought every other day if not everyday(it was hell). I have no idea why I put up with it for nearly a year. I did cheat on her with one of my good friends Leila, yes I do regret doing it that was something that I really screwed up on. I think that what finally tore us apart along with other shit that happened. We broke up at the beginning of summer. We talked to each other once in a while and got together a couple times. At the end of summer we decided to try and work things out and date again. That was definitely a mistake. We lasted for about two weeks before I called it off for good. There was just way too much jealousy going on as well as I just wanted to have fun and I believe I wanted time to myself. As for becky all she cared about was me being there for her when she needed me and to go out and party and get drunk. That was something that really pist the fuck out of me.
Also during this time I had 3 jobs I have worked at HP, Circuit city and Target which I am still currently working at. I have had 2 cars, both Honda civic's. The first Civic I had got stolen and was recovered stripped. My 2nd civic was a 98DX. I loved that car but I ended up getting into a car accident in which the car was totaled. So currently I am car less but I do have money saved up and hoping to get a car sometime this week(hopefully)!
I also moved out of my parents house into an apartment with couple roommates. That was pretty much a waste of time and money. I did try to go to school while working, living on my own and maintaining a full time job. That was probably the hardest thing I have ever done which did not work out very well. I ended up quitting school and working. I finally moved back to my parents after living with my fuked up roommates for almost 2 years.
Between becky and I breaking up my 2 cars, me moving back home and getting back together with her I did a lot of partying maybe a little too much. At one point it got so crazy I ended up scaring myself. I also started to talk to Hannah which is my ex from Junior year in high school. We hung out once during summer and I realized how much I actually missed that girl and how much I still care for her after all these years. Ever since then we continued to talk and always tryed to make plans for her to either come see me and hang out here or for me to go up to Olympia to visit her. We are just both too busy and never had the time until just couple days ago.
I do gotta say hanging out with her was probably one of the best nights I have had in a really really long time. I really did enjoy myself and I greatly enjoy her company. She has come a long way, she changed in some ways and stayed the same in so many others. Which is great because that was what I fell in love with in the 1st place. I did en up kissing her that night and she did kiss me back. I don't exactly know what to think of that or what that really meant or what she thinks about that. All I know that I still care for her and if the right time came I would definitely have another relationship with her.
I think that's about all for tonight bitches. I is now fuking 3am and I have a ton of shit to do in the morning so I'm out to catch some Zzz's and I might write some more shit in this sometime soon.
O ya I still play FFXI, met some good peeps on there!
Hudoo is one of them hes tight and mah nigga!