Feb 11, 2005 18:45
my jazz dance this year is to ac/dc.
awesome
marlene, my usual teacher, is getting married, and she now has marriage lessons or some shit on our lesson day, so lindsay is doing our dance.
its going to be awesome
she's awesome
she's an amazing dancer, and is young, and likes the same stuff as me
so im excited basically
ok, i have a dilema
in 12 days i must decide my courses for next year, and in turn, what i want to do in university, what i want to do with the rest of my life, what im good at, and what i actually like.
this is harder then it sounds
i basically have two options:
OPTION A
_courses for gr 12
biology
chemistry
physics(11)
physics(12)
math
english
religion
spare/drama/french(?)
_which would take me into the biological field, therefore taking animal biology in university, and in turn, doing something with animals (ie. humane society, wildlife association, etc.)
_pros
security with program
security with job
i enjoy them SOMETIMES
...?
_cons
sometimes i want to kill science and math with a dull fishing spear
so much work (ie. a horrible senior year)
i would have to move to another province probably
...?
OPTION B
_courses for gr 12
musical theatre(11)
drama
exploring the arts
english
writer's craft
religion
studies in literature(?)
spare/french(?)
_which would take me into an english/theatre field. therefore not knowing what to do in university (theatre??- directing? writing?) (english??- writing?)
_pros
these are FUN things
i enjoy them most of the time
not a lot of work
_cons
no security whatsoever
im not very good at these things
not even sure if i enjoy them all the time
kill
me
now
someone decide for me
i dont like either more then the other
im not good at one thing
im just equally average at everything
why
why
me