girl, you should hold your breath, until your breathing stops forever.
i still refuse to give into the myspace craze.
i hate boys. i really do.
i hate how they totally have control of your emotions.
they can make you feel like a million bucks and then make you feel like you are totally worthless in the same 5 minutes.
the only time he was nice to me and paid any attention to me all weekend was when he wanted sex. and when he didnt want it. he wouldnt come near me, told me i didnt like him, and either hung out with jon or stayed as far away from me as possible. ive been in this situation before and i fucking hate it. and of course me being me, i take it and dont do anything about it.
even when he knows im mad at him he doesnt even try to find out why. he wont touch me. he wont talk to me. i know he says he does and i dont really doubt it. but it really does seem like he doesnt care.
i want to go back to 6th grade. thats when i had james. he was great. he is the only guy i have ever been able to talk to and would actually talk back with meaning behind what he was saying. he wouldnt just tell me what i wanted to hear. he said what needed to be said. he expressed his opinion openly and i didnt have to try and force it out of him.
is it to much to ask for just for your opinion?
we really do need to talk next time we have a chance cause i dont think its fair.
i hate boys. i really do.
i hate how they totally have control of your emotions.
they can make you feel like a million bucks and then make you feel like you are totally worthless in the same 5 minutes.
the only time he was nice to me and paid any attention to me all weekend was when he wanted sex. and when he didnt want it. he wouldnt come near me, told me i didnt like him, and either hung out with jon or stayed as far away from me as possible. ive been in this situation before and i fucking hate it. and of course me being me, i take it and dont do anything about it.
even when he knows im mad at him he doesnt even try to find out why. he wont touch me. he wont talk to me. i know he says he does and i dont really doubt it. but it really does seem like he doesnt care.
i want to go back to 6th grade. thats when i had james. he was great. he is the only guy i have ever been able to talk to and would actually talk back with meaning behind what he was saying. he wouldnt just tell me what i wanted to hear. he said what needed to be said. he expressed his opinion openly and i didnt have to try and force it out of him.
is it to much to ask for just for your opinion?
we really do need to talk next time we have a chance cause i dont think its fair.