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I hung out with Conner a few days ago.
Me & him.
it was kinda like the old days of sneeking out and well uhm. yeah..but none of "that" haha ; ]
Hanging out with him for the first time in like EVER, I slip on ice and fall on my ass. I just layed down in the parking lot cracking up and im like im such an idiot! and he came over laughing at me pulle me up HUGGED ME and was like i know you are, im not sure if he was trying to kiss my forhead but his lips kinda landed there when he pulled me up...it was nice seeing him and hanging out with him for a little...
We talked about him doing all this fucked up shit.
He said the last time he did coke was on my birthday...then he got really sensitive with him and talked about his mom and how he feels like if she was still alive he'd be such a dissapointment to her, and how he is dad is really sick and old now and how his dad can't face the fact that he's dying. That kids been through so much...I just want to help him, but I don't have the words to say to him, I don't know what words to say to him.
I had another encounter with the bad N word.
I don't want to talk about it.
He just mutilates my heart.
Me & him.
it was kinda like the old days of sneeking out and well uhm. yeah..but none of "that" haha ; ]
Hanging out with him for the first time in like EVER, I slip on ice and fall on my ass. I just layed down in the parking lot cracking up and im like im such an idiot! and he came over laughing at me pulle me up HUGGED ME and was like i know you are, im not sure if he was trying to kiss my forhead but his lips kinda landed there when he pulled me up...it was nice seeing him and hanging out with him for a little...
We talked about him doing all this fucked up shit.
He said the last time he did coke was on my birthday...then he got really sensitive with him and talked about his mom and how he feels like if she was still alive he'd be such a dissapointment to her, and how he is dad is really sick and old now and how his dad can't face the fact that he's dying. That kids been through so much...I just want to help him, but I don't have the words to say to him, I don't know what words to say to him.
I had another encounter with the bad N word.
I don't want to talk about it.
He just mutilates my heart.