Sep 25, 2007 00:10
what do i do now?
i have no idea where i am and who i used to be and where to find you.
in a word: WIPEOUT.
every day, every minute, i lose a little bit. it goes through my fingers. it's unaccounted for. it's color it's movement it's noise and heat escaping. i don't know how to keep it. things just speed up. i'll turn grey. this can't happen and i don't fight it much, and it's late to start but i'm not sure when or how i should have started such a process.
remember when you were a kid, and skinned knees and scraped up palms hardly ruined your day and you lost track of time by hours and hours? i can't even imagine that anymore.