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i havent updated this in a while. but i just dont know what to do with myself. i feel out of sorts and i guess depressed i havent felt so sad in the longest time. i guess im just not sure what to do with my life and im not used to not knowing. enough of this. anyways on a higher and lighter note... i just got back from almost getting beat up by these crazy ghetto girls. i didnt even do anything beside smile. i guess this is what i get for being a friendly person, i get beat up. *life lesson: never be friendly be bitter and cynical and depressing and then no one will want to beat you up because they wont even notice you.* anyways at school i was pretty sad and then i got home and went to rite aid with jimathin and nikkay and we crowded into his little little truck which is always oodles of fun. then i walked to the park almost got beat up and then spent like a half an hour in walgreens (yes it is possible) now i find myself here with a stack of homework two feet tall none of it complete besides the poetry which is an exception because i only had to type poems i had previously written. so i think im not going to do my homework and juyst say i was too distraught to think, cuz i mean i am, im actually wiriting in my livejournal and we know that livejournal is for juveniles who hate to see sunlight.