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heyy.. wow, well i dont know where to start..well im in a really confusing situation right now..& like i cant handle this anymore! i dont know anything anymore, & ive never felt so like lost, i guess? like i said in a recent entry, its probably more of me living in the past, and not being able to move on.. but its really hard, and probably 75% of you know what im talking about.. like everything is just a reminder of what i have lost.. like music, i cannot listen to ONE song without thinking about it! everything just like dangles it in my face.. anyway,moving on..(hah wish it was that easy) my week: monday--> stayed in my p'js all day & stayed on the computer until sarah called me, so then i went & hung out with her and jacob..then she had to go home, and she dropped me off at my house on her moped ! haha.. tuesday--> i woke around 10ish because my mommy called me. She was working at registration and told me i needed to come up there and pick out my locker. i got an awesome top locker in A hall ! yesss im stoked about that! wednesdaYy--> i had to wake up at nine, get ready for cheerleading practice, & go ! i practiced until around 12ish, then we painted like 3 signs, but we never finished, then i went and got my hair cut and colored..thursday--> picked sarah up, and went & painted signs for cheerleading..we were there for a while, then we all went home! then i came home, took a shower & went to sarahs house with a lot of other people! then we all decided to go to the movies and see bad newsbears again..there was no one in there except for like 2o of us! we had a blast! courtney went thru and lifted everysingle armrest up, because they put them down after everymovie, then we made shadow puppets in the projector, and then we stuck gummie bears to it! it was soo funny, then we all played elbow tag which didnt last very long but it was so fun!..friday-->woke up at 6, left sarahs,got ready and went to registration early. then no 1 was there so i took my picture and then i went and decorated my locker with strawberry shortcake wrapping paper! it looks soo cute! im still not completely done. but then after that me and a bunch of people got hungrey so we skipped orientation and walked to subwayy! haha there were like 10o people in our grade in there! it was awesome! then everyone else got a ride back to the higschool except for me, sarah, caleb, and caesar..so then we had kelly pick us up and swing by the school to get bathingsuits tat sarah had left there! we totally broke like everyschool rule..like we ran through all the halls that were like caution, extreme danger DO NOT ENTER! haha and we like stepped on the newly waxed gym floors and tracked it everywhere! it was so worth it! i felt like i was one of those kids in the perfect score! haha then dyan hopped in the car with us & we went to sarahs, then jacob picked us up & we went to the pool! then we had to go paint more signs in cheerleading so we had to go alll the way back to the school & finish like 6 more signs..then we all went to doodles! woo ! after that i went home & took a nap, then sarah called me and we headed over to her house and played with jacob, then courtney came over and we jumped on the trampoline for like an hour! then it started thundering so we decided to go into fus's house and call my mom to come pick me up! well we were locked out, so it starts pouring down rain! then sarah finally crawls in through a window and my dad shows up in the car! and as soon as i start running to get into the car i feel something hit me in the head..so i get in the car and i see its hail on the windsheild and im like dripping wet and yesh! saturday--> update! and do whatever! so yeah my sister is leaving in like 2 days and everything still isnt ready..i get her room! im making it like a paradise theme! im so pumped about it! yaaa!! well i have nothing else to talk about unless u want to hear me complaing which i highly doubt so im just gunna go! hha i love you! hope u have a great day!