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Jun 28, 2005 11:44

so it's been a couple months. let's see how i can keep this short and sweet. a few new things and some things that seem to be consistently the same. i'll start with allison. there was quite a bit of drama for a little bit there. it was her for the first time though. i don't really want to even get into it to spare myself from thinking about it and because i'm sure she wants to forget about it all as well. she and i aren't together still....but we are. i don't know. we say we aren't together but there is nothing about us that isn't with one another. i hate that. i think it's stupid and i wish she would just let all the bad go for good so we can get back on track with things. but until she's ready to do that i guess i'll just take what i can get. we still sleep together every night and we don't see anyone else. i know that we will be together again someday so i try to be patient. other than that...
our new house is awesome. it's huge and we each have our own room so thats good too. plus we have central air conditioning which is great. the location is something i wasn't too thrilled about at first but i'm getting more used to it. it's really forcing me to learn my way around downtown so thats good because i have been clueless about downtown since i've lived here.
here's some terrible news...jenni mae put in her notice at work. she called me last friday and told me she did it. i was the first to find out. i about had a heart attack right there on the phone. i'm devestated. the worst thing is that she quit because she got a job being an auditor for the state of michigan and she has to move to lansing. ahh. i don't really know what i'm going to do without her. she is really sad too but she really doesn't think that we will stop being friends or anything like that. i just know my experience with keeping in touch with friends long distance hasn't been very successful. i hope that we will continue to have our friendship. but yeah basically i'm looking for a new job. not just because of jen but because of a lot of other reasons which i would rather not discuss because it just gets me all riled up.
so summer celebration starts this week which i'm really excited about. they have an amazing lineup this year but the concerts i plan on attending are boyz II men with 112 on friday. i think i'm going to that with jen and allison. then Gavin degraw and howie day on the fourth. i think it's going to be jen, allison and i again. then i want to go to journey with allison i think. then collective soul with cowboy mouth which i'm going to with my friend kayce from high school.
speaking of kayce she is getting married in october and she asked me to be in her wedding. ugh. i am going to but i don't want to at all. i know that sounds horrible but it's going to be really expensive considering the dress, shoes, jewelery, hair, wedding showers, bachlorette parties, etc. plus she's getting married to another one of my friends from high school so basically the wedding is going to be like one big high school reunion. and they don't know about me so i'm feeling pressured into bring a date. i guess i'm just going to figure that out when the time comes.

alright well i must be going now but i hope all is well with everyone. i miss you guys. we definitley need to plan on hanging out sometime soon. take care.
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