Pissed off..

[best_of_emc]

Ugh, I have so much rage in me right now, i wanted to yell at random people but i can't even do that. i'm too FUCKING NICE. i'm always such a nice person. i can't even vent to people when i'm angry. POI*&A^!! i don't like others knowing i'm upset, usually because it's not anything in particular, or it isn't anything they'd understand and explaining it would be pointless and too much effort. and i don't like xplaining over and over to people what is going on. too damn annoying.

and the last several days i've somehow developed a stye in my left eye so it hurts so bad to blink. my eyelid is swollen and purplish. i'm not going to go into detail about what a stye is. if you want to know, google it. it takes as much time as it does to read this.

people randomly have been texting me telling me we shouldn't be friends anymore. and honestly i am fine with that. we pretty much never talked anyways. and people keep talking to me over incessivly when i wanted to be left alone and try and unstress. i can't DO that if they are constantly pestering me and coming to me with their problems. that aren't even huge life important problems. and i've been sick, so i want to have a little bit of peace occasionally to try and recoup. but apparently i can't have this.

meh.