every new beginning comes from some other beginnings end...
sry for the lack of updation as usual.. but there has been extreme amounts of drama in my life and i think its finally over with :)
sometimes you just get so fed up with being treated as nothing, like you're near worthless (especially after everything you've put up with).. and i think this has come to the point where i need to find people who want to invest time in me, just as i want to in them, low and behold (i think thats the phrase) i've had them all along :-D
to everyone who has been there the past month... dan, stace, candASS, will, stace, shayna, & kait (you guys especially) you have NO IDEA how helpful you are.. just listening to me, and i love you<33
anyways- today grls tennis had out first scrimmage against medford- i wish we had THEIR coach ;) so i DEFF got paired up w/ the most butch chick on their team.. and me and kb thought we were gonna get killed so shes like "just remember youre hotter than her" haha... but we deff killed them yay for grls tennis :) always laughin with you!!
nextttt i came home and relaxed for a bit until like 30 mins later candASS got outta work and we went to rochies to get cake mix for mi padre cuz his bdays on thursday! haha we stole so many gummy worms and gummy bears and shit.. it was soo funny :) then we went to mcdonalds and got food- fat us as usual... hmm then she had to go pick up matt (her sexy 8th grade brother) at karatee (HIYAAAAAA!) and we were in the car waiting for him wen we were talking about the limo.. we deff thought we were screwed because SOME pple like to isolate themselves, but we were both going thru our phone books and i saw jens # and remembered her and kt and their dates didnt have a limo.. so i called her and she sed that it would be awesome, and that amanda and her date (mike??) are going w/ them tooo... which would deff be a wicked fun group of pple- and now im pumped, because things are FINALLY getting back on the right track.. its about time too
sry for that novel of a journal entry- hope it was enjoyed
ps- happy 9 months :-* i love you!
sometimes you just get so fed up with being treated as nothing, like you're near worthless (especially after everything you've put up with).. and i think this has come to the point where i need to find people who want to invest time in me, just as i want to in them, low and behold (i think thats the phrase) i've had them all along :-D
to everyone who has been there the past month... dan, stace, candASS, will, stace, shayna, & kait (you guys especially) you have NO IDEA how helpful you are.. just listening to me, and i love you<33
anyways- today grls tennis had out first scrimmage against medford- i wish we had THEIR coach ;) so i DEFF got paired up w/ the most butch chick on their team.. and me and kb thought we were gonna get killed so shes like "just remember youre hotter than her" haha... but we deff killed them yay for grls tennis :) always laughin with you!!
nextttt i came home and relaxed for a bit until like 30 mins later candASS got outta work and we went to rochies to get cake mix for mi padre cuz his bdays on thursday! haha we stole so many gummy worms and gummy bears and shit.. it was soo funny :) then we went to mcdonalds and got food- fat us as usual... hmm then she had to go pick up matt (her sexy 8th grade brother) at karatee (HIYAAAAAA!) and we were in the car waiting for him wen we were talking about the limo.. we deff thought we were screwed because SOME pple like to isolate themselves, but we were both going thru our phone books and i saw jens # and remembered her and kt and their dates didnt have a limo.. so i called her and she sed that it would be awesome, and that amanda and her date (mike??) are going w/ them tooo... which would deff be a wicked fun group of pple- and now im pumped, because things are FINALLY getting back on the right track.. its about time too
sry for that novel of a journal entry- hope it was enjoyed
ps- happy 9 months :-* i love you!