May 16, 2005 04:40
Ok so yeah i have slacked off a little bit and not updated this in a LONG time but hey i can't just talk about anything. There has to be something worth talking about right? I dont want to be one of those people who just updates their journals when something is going wrong and life is shit (i have nothing against those of you who do that but that just isn't me), I want to have something to talk about when i actually type in here. With working every GD day since school has been out I haven't had much to talk about. But this past weekend was very eventful. Each day had certain things that are worthy of journal entries, so hey they are all coming in ONE!!!! Yes kids, this is going to be a long entry (and i've BSed almost this entire time already...)
Friday - So while i was working the SHIT shift at work (oh wait they ALL are) i got a call from the bar and it was Donnie this time on the phone. He asked if i would be able to have a show together and ready to perform that night to fill in for Miss Nicolette Paige. I of course said YES i can do it (even though i didn't get off work til 8) ... secretly I already had a heads up the day before so I had begun getting shit together. So yeah i finished the day and then headed to my dad's house to get ready. (painting a face and getting myself ready in drag with my stepmom standing there was SO MUCH FUN) Finally got on the road and headed to the bar (a little late but hey what can u expect) The show went off fantastically (in my opinion) i performed "Somebody to Love" by Anne Hathaway (from Ella Enchanted) and also "I Touch Myself" (a little tribute to Auntie Nicolette). I got several compliments on the show which made me VERY excited. The rest of the night was spent just causing trouble with my bitches and having an overall good time. Then home to bed to rest a little for the next day.
Saturday - So yeah i didn't get home until 6am and then had to get up at 1030 so that i could head in town to pick up my tux and go to the bank and get flowers and all the other last minute PROM shit done. (Yes I am 20 years old, yes I graduated high school two years ago, and YES I did attend a prom on Saturday) So I got home and begged mom to fix the flowers and make them pretty and what not while i showered and got ready to GO!!!!! I made it to Bethany's house and met her family and then headed over to Marissa's (her friend) to get more pictures taken then OFF to the school we went. Grand March went off very well cept that the rain came when we were done there...then onto the buses and headed to Pittsburgh to get on the Gateway Clipper for the Prom. I took a little nap on the bus (which was totally needed) Prom was an awesome time. I just love dancing and meeting new ppl especially ppl that really dont need to have any bias against me so it was great times. We docked the boat at 11pm and got back on the buses to go back to the school for post prom. I will not talk about post prom because i only have mean things to say and that just isn't nice right now. We left early and headed to Eat n Park and then I realized i forgot my house keys at HOME. So we sat there for a while and then i took Bethany HOME and went to McDonald's so that i could waste some time at least. I decided to head home around 615am but no one got up or answered the door or anything til around 8 so clearly i was sitting in my car for almost two hours before i could get in the house. Finally got in and went straight to BED!!!!!
Sunday - I slept almost all day. Was up for a little bit but then just went back to bed. Was supposed to go out with Bethany and some of her friends but she didn't feel up to it. Oh well maybe sometime this week????? So i finally got up at 9pm because i needed to head to Morgantown to go to the bar and see my bitches Steven and Justin one last time before they leave for Cali. It was a VERY emotional night to say the least. I tried to hold myself however and did break down a little bit (good thing Anita was there to comfort me) but right now will be the time for me to say my goodbyes since i couldn't really do it at the bar...
Justin: I will never forget the first time we met a little over a year ago when we were both elected to hold the plastic and the doors with Uncle Keith while the paramedics took some dumb ass who drank too much out to the ambulance. Anyway you looked over at me and just complimented my ear rings (cuz u had the same ones...or something) I know that u more than likely dont remember this but hey i'm a dork. Anyway I LOVE YOU BABY and you will forever be held dear in my heart. I know that you will succeed in everything that you do and I will NEVER forget you. We will always be ONE TWO THREE (2004 Babies...YAY) You are always there to make sure to put me in my place and keep me grounded and i love you for that. Thanks for everything that you have done.
Steven: What can i say?!!? You are such a wonderful friend. I know that i can always call you and just vent, cry, scream, laugh, joke, yell, or ANYTHING and you will just be there on the other end to LISTEN and offer any advice that is possible (or that just pops into ur head) I will never forget all the times that we sat and just talked about everyone and also all the times that you helped comfort me when i was just having a shitlife. And clearly u know that i'll never forget the first time we officially met (when you and drew came over to me DRUNK off ur asses...hehe) and also can never forget about you being one of the first boys at the bar...(wink wink) {Justin...it's ok Steven will tell u the story} Anyway babe, I know that you will be WONDERFUL at everything that you do and that you will go so far in every endeavor that you tackle. I love you and wish u the best of luck and hope to come visit you and ur husband SOON!!!!!
So yeah that was the weekend EVENTFUL to say the least.
Boys---not gonna get there right now. Most of you know why and if u dont then u dont need to (hehe) Just seeing where things are going right now!!!!!
That's all for now...make sure to look at the current feeling/song...hmm cuz that can tell a lot about someone's REAL mood that they dont want to talk about (and that means dont ask about it either...just KNOW)