just whats needed

Oct 16, 2006 14:40

not gonna lie. my mentality has not been so great lately. im happy, then im going insane, then im suddenly ready to cry over nothing, then happy again. go figure. i dont do well with stress. i dont do well when everybody questions my decisions. so whats the solution to all this? go home and see katie :D
so friday afternoon i went to lunch with miss jackie, then ran to wegmans and bought flowers for my mom and courtney. and then it was off to good ol pa. went to the football game with my parents to watch jason play (god i miss him). then found katie at halftime, ran into taylor and chase (:D), chatted with mark a bit, talked to ariel and got told im old....granted shes only a freshman in high school. then it was off to home to spend the night with my family. got woken up at 9 on saturday to go to work, but couldnt find my car keys. actually, still cant find my car keys so im temporarily using pops car. after working all day and then searching the house for my car keys it was finally time for katie. we went to red lobster for dinner, then starbucks afterward. it was so insanely nice to see her and talk. we've now got so much in common again because she's finally in college. and oh god, we've definately decided we are both clinically insane. if you could ever hear our conversations....you just wouldnt understand. honestly, the two of us together is just something nobody can understand, because its just the two of us :) it was just so nice to talk to her, and get everything off my chest thats been going, and just have her really understand like everything i said. and then hear her tell me everything shes been going through to. you have no idea how nice it was to have her tell me something shes been doing, and all the thoughts that have been going through her head, and the plans and convsersations she thinks about, and just be like oh my god, thats the same exact thing i do! it was so nice to know im not the only insane person that thinks about these things :-P
so yes. that was my weekend. perfectly wonderful. insanely what i needed.
i guess you just dont realize how much you need home, until you need it that much :)
hugs n kisses

(wish there was something i could do...)
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