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first final done...only two more to go. and amazingly, that final was a lot easier than i thought it was going to be. there was only one question i was completely lost on, and thats only 8 points, so im ok with that.....wouldnt it be nice if the other two went the same way....especially since i plan on studying for them a little more that the calc one :P
ok....so on a sappier note...
a few days ago i was so ready to go home. this year has been pretty good for the most part, but like all other years it had its up and downs...just a few more downs this year. not really sure why, because there were really never any reasons hardcore reasons, yet i found myself having a few more emotional breakdowns than any other time before. so yes, i was ready to go home for a month...ready to just relax with my family and a few close friends. like yeah, i would miss everybody up here, especially the seniors who are leaving, but i was still kind of ok with just getting away for a while. and now...after the past few days, especially yesterday...everything has changed so much :(
we had the picnic yesterday, and i just had a lot of fun. talking with some people, watching people mess around, just hanging out, playing catch with people i dont normally talk to. it was just so nice, made me kind of sad to go. and then we had to say goodbye to the seniors last night. it really made me realize that its almost all over. then walking home we started talking about courtney, and i just started laughing, which made me cry, and then i couldnt stop. gah. so instead of studying like i should have been, i hung out with courtney and rachel til 1 in the morning....im going to miss that so much next year....i know courtney says shes going to come over all the time, but i wont be the same. gah....why did i have to wait til now to go and get all emotional :(
so now im gonna run to the mall with jackie to pick up something special for someone special that im gonna miss, even if she is still here next year....
and then its back to say goodbye to greg....the first of many goodbyes. this is gonna make me sad....i dont care how much of a pain in the ass he is, im still gonna miss him a lot this summer.
much love
ok....so on a sappier note...
a few days ago i was so ready to go home. this year has been pretty good for the most part, but like all other years it had its up and downs...just a few more downs this year. not really sure why, because there were really never any reasons hardcore reasons, yet i found myself having a few more emotional breakdowns than any other time before. so yes, i was ready to go home for a month...ready to just relax with my family and a few close friends. like yeah, i would miss everybody up here, especially the seniors who are leaving, but i was still kind of ok with just getting away for a while. and now...after the past few days, especially yesterday...everything has changed so much :(
we had the picnic yesterday, and i just had a lot of fun. talking with some people, watching people mess around, just hanging out, playing catch with people i dont normally talk to. it was just so nice, made me kind of sad to go. and then we had to say goodbye to the seniors last night. it really made me realize that its almost all over. then walking home we started talking about courtney, and i just started laughing, which made me cry, and then i couldnt stop. gah. so instead of studying like i should have been, i hung out with courtney and rachel til 1 in the morning....im going to miss that so much next year....i know courtney says shes going to come over all the time, but i wont be the same. gah....why did i have to wait til now to go and get all emotional :(
so now im gonna run to the mall with jackie to pick up something special for someone special that im gonna miss, even if she is still here next year....
and then its back to say goodbye to greg....the first of many goodbyes. this is gonna make me sad....i dont care how much of a pain in the ass he is, im still gonna miss him a lot this summer.
much love