Second Choice

[besointoxicante]

It didn't really hit me until tonight how far away I am again... I guess, I've been trying to avoid being truly alone these past few days, and now, no matter what I do to keep my mind off things, is not working... I'm alone. Again. In a city full of lies.

It feels as if I have no air left in my chest... Unable to breathe... So much sorrow, so much loneliness, so many wounds...