"We could play..."
~ TGIF! Actually, compared to last semester's Fridays, this time around my schedule is a little busier. But that's ok because I'm all done by 2:30, so I can't really complain that much.
Another thing that is pretty nifty is that it was almost 60 degrees and sunny outside in Des Moines yesterday! I didn't have to wear any sort of a jacket. So nice.
I have a thought to ponder on: do you ever feel as though you're stuck in limbo with something? Like you aren't sure which way to turn?
I'm having a difficult time knowing exactly what path I want to travel these days. I don't want to miss out on something that might make my life great, but what if I'm not 100% comfortable where I'm currently at? I don't have a firm grasp on any sort of control right now. And to be frank, that scares me. I'm not saying I'm a control freak or anything like that, but I feel more comfortable, more secure, more functional- if I know that I have a handle on my situation. I don't like wavering back and forth between things.
The bottom line is I want to be a responsible adult. I want to live the unsheltered life and do things on my own terms. I'd like to continue to grow and learn, but with my own experiences.
...If I leave, is that a cop-out?
On a side note, I have the best friends. Friends who are supportive of me and help put things in perspective. Thank you to my shining stars. You all know who you are.
Someone grab my hand. Not to lead me, but to secure me.
Another thing that is pretty nifty is that it was almost 60 degrees and sunny outside in Des Moines yesterday! I didn't have to wear any sort of a jacket. So nice.
I have a thought to ponder on: do you ever feel as though you're stuck in limbo with something? Like you aren't sure which way to turn?
I'm having a difficult time knowing exactly what path I want to travel these days. I don't want to miss out on something that might make my life great, but what if I'm not 100% comfortable where I'm currently at? I don't have a firm grasp on any sort of control right now. And to be frank, that scares me. I'm not saying I'm a control freak or anything like that, but I feel more comfortable, more secure, more functional- if I know that I have a handle on my situation. I don't like wavering back and forth between things.
The bottom line is I want to be a responsible adult. I want to live the unsheltered life and do things on my own terms. I'd like to continue to grow and learn, but with my own experiences.
...If I leave, is that a cop-out?
On a side note, I have the best friends. Friends who are supportive of me and help put things in perspective. Thank you to my shining stars. You all know who you are.
Someone grab my hand. Not to lead me, but to secure me.