Dreams That Haunt Me
Title: Dreams That Haunt Me
Main Pairing: Tao/Kris
Side Pairing: Kris/Minho (SHINee)
Genre: AU, Futuristic, Action
Warnings: Violence, Adult Content, OOC
Rating: NC-17
Chapter: 3/4
Summary: Kris lives in a perfect world full of fame, money, and anything his heart desires. Everything is seemingly perfect until a stranger brings Kris’s world crashing down around him. What if you weren’t the person you thought you were? What if everything that you thought you knew was a lie? Kris finds himself questioning his past and even his very existence upon meeting a boy named Tao.
Kris stared down at Tao’s pleading brown eyes, a shiver running down his spine at the emotions held in them. As suddenly everything clicked.
“You’re...” Kris whispered, a tear that he was not aware of running down his cheek. “You were my life mate.”
Tao searched Kris’s face, lips beginning to tremble, as the boy broke out in tears.
“Y-Yi Fan.” Tao whispered, a sob escaping his mouth before he was throwing himself on Kris.
Tao wrapped his arms around Kris’s neck, pressing his face there and inhaling deeply, as it seemed Tao was trying to burrow inside of Kris’s body. The taller male stood there still in a state of shock, arms reflexively coming to lock around Tao’s slender waist and hold the boy tight against him. Kris released a shuddering breath he had not known he was holding and began to cry softly.
“Tao.” Kris struggled to keep his voice steady and Tao sobbed brokenly into his neck, “Tao.”
“Yi Fan, Yi Fan, Yi Fan.” Tao chanted over and over against trying to press the entirety of their bodies together. “I’ve missed you so much.”
It was Chen coughing uncomfortably in the background that forced them to separate. Xiumin’s face was blazing and Chen wore a smug expression.
“May I suggest you two take this to the barracks? This is a hospital after all and it needs to remain sanitary.” Chen raised an eyebrow and then it was Kris’s turn to blush.
“Come on.” Tao was tugging on Kris’s hand immediately, a sly smile spread across his face. “Our room is this way.”
“Uh right.” Kris let himself be led away but turned just in time to shout thanks to Xiumin for his help. “Thank you doctor!”
“Control your temper when you fully come back to us Yi Fan!” Xiumin called out after them.
“What did he mean by that?” Kris asked Tao but the dark haired boy ignored his question.
When they finally reached the barracks and the room that Tao had explained was their shared space, Kris’s head was starting to throb again. Flashing images of scenes he did not fully remember were dancing across his vision and molding phantom memories on the furniture he saw before him.
“This is our room.” Tao smiled sheepishly, holding his arms out at his sides and gesturing at the small room. It was just as Kris had recalled in his vision, a tightly packed bland room with a single cot covered by a scratchy grey blanket and four perforated metal walls closing them in.
“I remember.” Kris said slowly, running his hand down the length of a single metal table that was shoved in the corner of the room.
“Ugh! Yi Fan!” Tao screeched, backing arching as the taller male mercilessly pounded into him. Kris had Tao pressed up against a table, forcing the boy to balance all of his weight on his hands as Tao’s legs were entangled in Kris’s. The dark haired boy’s leaking cock kept dragging against the cold metal surface of the table and he whined in displeasure.
“Fuck. Tao stay quiet.” Kris snaked a hand around Tao’s neck and squeezed. Tao coughed, body tightening around where Kris had impaled him, as he leaned back into the elder.
“Y-Yi…” Tao struggled for air and Kris moaned, rutting ruthlessly into Tao as he brought his other hand around to stroke the boy’s member. Tao was gasping for air now, body clamping down almost painfully around Kris, while the boy struggled.
“Come on baby.” Kris groaned; voice low in Tao’s ear, as he pumped the younger’s cock furiously. “Come.”
The stimulation was too much and Tao’s body jerked forwards. In that instant Kris was releasing Tao’s neck, the boy emitting a sound between a desperate gasp for air and a delirious moan, as he shot out thick ropes of white cum onto the table. Tao whined, collapsing forwards so that his upper body was stretched out across the cool metal, his toes barely touching the floor as it was only the sheer pressure of Kris behind him that was keeping him up.
“You’re so hot.” Kris praised, strong fingers spreading the boy’s cheeks apart so that he could see Tao’s pink pucker as it strained around his length. “Fuck look at you.”
“Oh.” Kris blinked, retracting his hand as he stared down at the table in a new light. Tao was changing out his standard black uniform and into a white tank when he looked to Kris in curiosity.
“What?” Tao cocked his head in confusion. Kris’s eyes trained on Tao’s pink lips.
”Oh fuck! Fuck me! Fuck me!” Tao sobbed as he threw his arms around Kris’s neck and brought the man down for a kiss.
Tao was on his back, legs spread out obscenely, as Kris rested between them. Kris was supporting Tao’s lower back with his hands and he smirked at the sight of his lover beneath him. Tao was a gorgeous boy. He’d found him when he was still a child, although Kris wasn’t all that much older but still closer to being a man than the latter, and asked if Tao had ever considered preserving the peace. Tao had been a punk then, your typical outer land hostile that liked fighting in a cage for money, when Kris had stumbled across him. The kid had scars marring his chest and back to prove his days as a cage fighter but Kris thought they only made Tao look more beautiful. Kris valued strength, being the top clearance solider that he was, and Tao’s lithe but strong body embodied that.
Tao was gazing up at Kris now, pink glossy lips parted with his heavy pants, as his form jolted in time with the man’s thrusts.
Kris shook his head furiously. “It’s nothing.”
“Okay. Do you need clothes to sleep in? You must be exhausted from today.” Tao was already bending over in search through his chest of clothes for something suitable for Kris to wear. Sadly Tao had been forced to throw out all of Kris’s clothing when he’d gone missing. The younger had grown terribly depressed when MIND Corporations had taken Kris and it was under executive orders that all reminders of Kris be thrown away in an attempts to get Tao functioning again. Kris had been Tao’s mentor, the very defining factor of how Tao was as a soldier, and when Kris had vanished so had a piece of Tao.
Kris currently however was watching how limber Tao was. The boy was nearly bent in half, his legs straight, ass out on display as he searched for pajamas. On their initial ride to headquarters Kris had tried to ignore the raging erection in his pants when first seeing Tao and witnessing him in action in battle. That coupled with the fact that Tao was Kris’s life mate was dizzying information. Kris could feel that primal urge running through his body clearer than ever now. It was as if a cloud had been lifted from his mind and all he could think about was having his way with Tao.
“I think these should fit.” Tao held up a large shirt and examined it at arms length. Suddenly a pair of arms was wrapping around his waist and a chin was resting on his shoulder.
“Yi Fan?” Tao smiled, nuzzling his face against Kris’s. The elder released a shaky breath behind him, body moving closer as Tao felt Kris grind his hardened member into his back. Tao’s eyes widened.
“I want to fuck you bad. I’ve missed you so much.” Kris closed his eyes and breathed in Tao’s scent. “I just want you.”
“Are you sure?” Tao whispered. “I know you’re still not fully back to your true self. I don’t want to push you into anything. For you, we still only met just today.”
“I remember some things.” Kris’s voice had dropped a few octaves. “Like how much you love when I play with your nipples.”
Tao gasped in scandal when Kris’s large warm hands skimmed up his torso and came to tweak the two peaks through his tank. Tao’s legs instantly weakened and he grinded back against Kris, his own member hardening as Kris attached his mouth to the dark haired male’s neck.
“W-why do you remember things like that?” Tao laughed, voice trembling, as Kris began maneuvering him towards the cot.
Kris continued to crowd against Tao’s back, hands pulling at the hem of his tank, and urging Tao to shed his layers. The younger felt incredibly scared and turned on in that moment. This was his lover and it was not at the same time. The man so sensually rubbing his length against his back was not someone that Tao truly knew but Tao found that he could not care in that moment. Sure this man might look different from the man that Tao had fallen in love with but there were remnants of his love in there still. Tao could see it in Kris’s dark smoldering eyes and it made his heart beat erratically.
Tao had longed for this for so long. In Kris’s absence, Tao had remained faithful even though everyone told him they were probably never to going to get Kris back. It had been Tao who pushed for a rescue mission to save Kris when they had seen he was still alive but simply in the image of another.
“I remember how much your body reacts to mine when I do this.” Kris’s voice was so low and rough now as he suddenly had a hand wrapped around Tao’s neck and lightly squeezed it once experimentally.
Tao’s breath caught and he nodded slowly, hips swaying in rhythm with Kris’s as they grinded and slid against one another’s body to music only they could hear. Kris’s other hand was sliding over Tao’s naked chest, long fingers sweeping across the scars on Tao’s chest as if memorizing each and every one. Tao’s own hands were struggling with working his pants off as Kris played with his body.
“I’ve missed you so much.” Tao tried to turn and kiss Kris once he’d ditched his bottoms but Kris’s strong hold on his neck kept him in place. Tao gagged as Kris held in place. Tao stilled, mouth falling open in heavy pants, as he turned his head to the side and through a mess of hair dragged his lips against Kris’s cheek.
“Get on the bed.” Kris released Tao’s neck and the dark haired male eagerly scrambled for the cot. Tao landed with a bounce and whirled around with a devilish smirk to watch the elder undress. Kris looked different now, his skin so ghastly pale as a sure sign of an upper level citizen and his hair blonder than Tao had ever remembered it being. Kris’s military mark was also missing from his arm but Tao knew Minho would have had to remove that to keep ‘Kris’ a secret.
“Do I look that bad?” Kris’s question broke Tao from his thoughts and the younger realized his face had pulled up into an ugly expression.
“No.” Tao shook his head and beckoned for the naked man to join on the bed. “I’m still not used to seeing you in this body.”
“Don’t talk about that.” Kris snapped and Tao blinked in astonishment. Kris winced, a hand flying to his forehead, as he hunched in pain for a moment. Kris grimaced for a few seconds before the wave seemed to pass and he was returning his attention to Tao.
“What was that?” Tao asked as Kris laid his body atop the younger’s. Tao stroked his fingers through Kris’s hair and pressed a chaste kiss to the man’s forehead.
“It’s nothing.” Kris dismissed it and began kissing a trail up Tao’s neck. Tao quickly forgot all thoughts of concern when Kris’s hand found his member and began lazily stroking it.
Kris kept a loose grasp, thumb slowly rubbing teasingly back and forth against Tao’s slit. The younger grunted and thrust his hips into Kris’s hand. Tao closed his eyes in bliss and Kris smiled softly. Seeing Tao this way was invoking tender feelings in the elder and he whispered to the boy just how gorgeous he looked in that moment. Tao’s member was firm and warm in Kris’s hand, steadily leaking at the tip, as Kris pulsed him enough to stimulate the boy but deny him any real pleasure.
Tao was trying hard not be impatient since he knew how much Kris liked drawing out Tao’s pleasure and watching him unravel until he was a hot mess. While Kris’s memories may have not fully returned, his hands remembered everything. Kris was touching Tao in all of his sensitive places and doing just the right things to wind him up.
“Not before you.” Tao tried to push Kris’s hand away but Kris grabbed his wrist. The elder leaned his body half over Tao, one hand pinning Tao’s wrist by his head, with his other hand stroking Tao’s cock.
“You’re getting antsy.” Kris grinned and Tao’s face burned. “Tell me what you want.”
“Faster.” Tao whispered, hips arching off the bed to signify his need.
“Faster, hmm?” Kris hummed, tightening his slacked grip to a firm hold around the boy. Tao moaned softly and urged the blonde onwards.
“Faster. Do it faster.” Tao body was aching from trying to hold still. “Yi Fan, please.”
“Always so needy.” Kris smirked before he increased his speed. Tao released a sound of contentment and craned his neck up to meet Kris’s lips for a kiss. They continued to kiss, sweeping tongues against one another, as Kris’s hand worked steadily between their pressed bodies. Tao’s nerves were on fire now and he was more moaning into the kiss rather than participating. Kris could feel Tao’s body becoming erratic besides his and Tao weakly began thrusting his hips up.
“I love you so much.” Tao broke from their kiss. Kris’s hand faltered for a moment but Tao was already coming. The dark haired male bit his lip and clenched his eyes shut as he came. The boy’s member exploded between then, coating Tao’s stomach and Kris’s hand, as Kris watched the boy unravel. Finally, when Tao was done, he realized Kris had not said anything.
Tao leaned back to get a better look at the man, confused as to Kris’s reaction. Kris was looking Tao with a troubled expression. The last person Kris recalled telling he loved them was Minho and while Kris knew these strange feelings coursing through his veins were stronger than what he felt for Minho, Kris wasn’t quite sure he even knew what love was. Minho said he loved Kris and yet it was not really him that he loved. Tao said he loved Kris and yet it was another version of himself that he could not seem to get back in touch with. Therefore Kris wasn’t sure he even knew what qualified as love anymore or even if he had the right so say something like that in this sort of a situation.
“Yi Fan?” Tao wiggled his hand out from under Kris’s grip and brought both hands up to cup the man’s face. “You don’t have to answer right now. I know you’ve been through a lot.”
“I’m… I’m sorry.” Kris dropped his head but Tao forced him to raise it back up. Brown round orbs that spoke of warmth and understanding met Kris’s troubled gaze and the elder instantly calmed. Tao pressed their foreheads together and let Kris relax.
“You don’t have to answer. I just wanted to let you know that you are loved.” Tao pressed a lingering kiss to Kris’s cheek and Kris shifted over the boy.
“I can’t wait any longer.” Kris apologized, interface lighting up as an antibacterial gel coated his fingers.
“I’m yours. Do what you want with me.” Tao laid back down and spread his legs. Kris adjusted himself and brought a hand down, experimentally tapping at Tao’s entrance.
“I can remember doing it with you but not how preparation works.” Kris admitted, feeling ashamed.
“Just use two fingers.” Tao guided Kris’s hand. “Don’t be afraid of being too rough. I don’t care as long as you’re in me. It’s been too long.”
Kris swallowed in silent agreement and brought his fingers to Tao’s entrance, marveling at the smooth pinkness of the ring of muscles. Then, ever so gently, he began to ease his two fingers in. Kris monitored Tao’s the whole face to see if he was the hurting the boy but Tao was Kris with a lovestruck expression on his face. Finally Kris’s fingers were in to the knuckle and Tao sighed, spreading his legs a bit wider to take Kris’s fingers as deep as they would go.
“So good. Your hands, god your hands, have always been my biggest turn on.” Tao moaned shamelessly, jutting down onto Kris’s hand, and Kris thrust his hand in time with Tao’s hips.
“Another.” Tao encouraged, thrusting down again.
“I just put two in.” Kris wrinkled his brow in worry. Kris had been taken by Minho enough times to know it hurt without preparation.
“I want to feel this for days after.” Tao rolled his head and blinked his dark enticing eyes at Kris. Kris’s heart quickened at the sight. “I want to feel the burn and be reminded that it’s really you.”
“Tao when you talk dirty like that…” Kris trailed off, pulling back his hand to add a third. “I just want to wreck you.”
“Make me scream.” Tao returned, stroking his member and Kris swore. Then the blonde was shoving three of his fingers back into the boy, enjoying how the strangled sound Tao made as he kicked his feet out on the bed.
Tao was pushing himself, Kris could tell. Judging from how Tao’s body was reacting, the younger male had not felt the intimate touch of a lover in quite some time. Kris wondered if Tao had even slept with anyone since he’d gone missing. Basing off how clingy and affection Tao was being, Kris assumed Tao had remained faithful. Kris just worried for Tao’s body. Kris knew he was not diminished when it came to size, in fact he was larger than Minho, and Kris understood the pain Tao would experience if it had been a while.
“Deeper.” Tao pressed down further on Kris’s hand, gasping suddenly when Kris’s fingers hit that bundle of nerves. “There! Right there!”
Kris rubbed against it, marveling at the texture on his fingertips, as Tao trembled with pleasure. Tao’s member was already recovered from earlier and the younger was steadily pumping it. Tao had used his own release to coat his hand as soft wet noises accompanied his ministrations.
“Don’t come again before I’m even in you.” Kris warned and Tao’s face flushed.
Tao turned his face to the side and huffed, “Hurry up then. I can’t keep up with you.”
“Turn around and get on your hands and knees. It will make it easier for you.” Kris instructed as he pulled his fingers free.
“But I want to see you.” Tao complained as Kris began maneuvering his hips to the flip the man.
“Next time. I don’t want to hurt you, Tao.” Kris pulled Tao close once he was in position.
“In me.” Tao whispered, leaned back to bump against Kris’s member. “I need it.”
“Brace yourself.” Kris warned, grabbing firm hold on one of Tao’s hips as he guided his member.
Tao spread his knees apart and hung his head, evening out his breath as he waited for Kris. Kris hesitated for only a second before he was beginning the slow push forwards.
“Ah!” Tao yelped when Kris breeched him. The man kept his head hung and played with the scratchy grey blanket covering the cot.
Tao had forgotten just how big his lover was. The initial slide hurt and Tao was trying to keep as quiet as possible to prevent Kris from stopping. Tao needed this. He had dreamt for years about this moment. The moment when his supposedly dead lover would return to him from the grave and they could embrace as one again.
“Yi Fan.” Tao said softly, tears running down his cheeks. Tao knew it was foolish the words that were about to leave his mouth but he could not help it. “I love you.”
“Come here now.” Kris was fully seated in Tao now and he urged the dark haired male to sit up. Kris grabbed onto Tao’s upper arms and helped pull Tao so that his back was now flush to Kris’s chest. Tao’s thighs strained on either side of Kris in order to keep himself from being fully impaled on Kris and the younger groaned at the sensation of Kris’s full length buried in him.
“I forgot how big you were.” Tao managed, slowly and experimentally moving his hips to get used to the stretch of Kris inside of him. Kris grunted in an effort to stay still as he knew Tao needed to adjust.
“Beautiful.” Kris pressed a kiss to an especially large scar running down Tao’s back from his spine and out towards his shoulder.
“Do you know who gave me that scar?” Tao laughed, hips picking up the pace as he began to bounce. Kris took it as a signal that he could begin moving and he gently thrust up into the boy.
“Who?” Kris grunted, large hands shifting from Tao’s biceps to Tao’s hips as he kept the boy rooted in place.
“You did. It was when I was still just a stupid kid. You were practicing by yourself on a hologram course with knifes. I thought it would be funny to sneak up on you and scare you. Except,” Tao looked over his shoulder and pressed a kiss to Kris’s jaw, “You were so in the zone, you didn’t even know it was me. I jumped you and you threw me down and sliced open my back.”
“T-Tao.” Kris hugged the boy tight in horror.
“You probably would have killed me had I not kicked you off me. I broke two of your ribs. You don’t know it now but… when you fully come back… you’re scary when you’re in the zone.” Tao admitted looking guilty.
Kris remained silent unsure how to process this information. Kris knew that his memories were coming back faster than ever now but what Kris didn’t understand was if he was going to lose a part of himself as that happened.
“How different am I?” Kris asked and Tao tensed. “How different am I from the Yi Fan you’re used to?”
“This isn’t a conversation to be having when you have your prick shoved up my ass.” Tao began moving his hips again but Kris stilled them.
“Tao, answer the question.” Kris gave a sharp thrust upwards and Tao cried out. Kris did it again and Tao clamped down in retaliation.
“You’re different, okay? You’re Yi Fan and yet you’re not. You’re… softer, gentler, nicer, dumber in some cases.” Tao added on the last bit and Kris frowned. “I don’t know it’s strange. You don’t feel like a different person, I can still tell you’re Yi Fan but this experience has changed something in you.”
Kris relaxed a bit to hear that he was not a different person entirely as that had been his biggest fear. It was frightening to think that his current subconscious was nothing more than programming and once the real Yi Fan returned, it would be like a light switch had been flipped and one mind would be overtaken by another.
“Yi Fan, I want to try something.” Tao touched Kris’s wrist and brought up his interface. “I want to link our interfaces as one.”
“Alright.” Kris watched as Tao’s pinged for Kris’s and within moments they were linked.
A surge coursed through both of their bodies and Kris gasped at the sensation. Never had he done this before. It was like an out of body experience. Kris was in his body and yet he was in Tao’s at the same time. He could feel Tao’s warm flesh pressing against his and yet he could himself as well. Something strong seemed to be reaching out to him and Kris realized it was Tao’s mind searching for his. Kris closed his eyes and readily accepted Tao, hands digging into the younger’s hips as he resumed thrusting into the boy. Tao moaned and Kris pressed the other forwards so that Tao was now lying on the bed. Kris sprawled atop of him and he thrust between the boy’s spread legs.
“Yi Fan!” Tao cried out when Kris hit his spot dead on. “Oh!”
“Oh?” The cocky kid titled his head to the side and eyed over Kris.
Kris had been on a mission when he’d come across some cage fighting in the slums of the planet formally known at Jupiter. It was a rundown, backwater planet that Kris had been chasing an assassin on. He’d carried out his mission as planned and was ready to jump planets when he’d spotted one fighter that stood out amongst the rest. He was a dark haired young fellow with tanned skin and black war paint swirled in an intricate design stemming from his face down through his body. The boy was fierce and had won every fight that night.
“I saw you fight. You’re good.” Kris praised and the boy eyed him over.
“Yeah?” The boy was eyeing Kris with interest now. “That’s not the only thing that people pay for me to do, you know.”
If these words bothered Kris, which they did, his face did not show it. Years of harsh training under United Planets had taught him better. For a brief moment Kris even wondered why he was talking to this punk only to see reflections of himself in this boy.
“I’m not looking for that. I’m Yi Fan by the way.” Kris reached a hand out to shake the boy’s and he looked at Kris oddly.
“Tao. You’re from Alpha Centauri Bb. You guys are the only planet that greets like that.” The boy reached out and shook Kris’s hand regardless. “So how did a rich boy like you end up way out here?”
“I’m from the slums district, just like you. Tao, as I was saying earlier, you’re a good fighter. How would you like to put those skills to some use?”
Kris gasped and squeezed his eyes shut tight, grimacing as a thousand memories and names and places he’d never been flooded his mind. He was vaguely aware of Tao whimpering beneath him, equally as affected by Kris’s mind warp as Kris was. The blonde wrapped his arms under the boy’s waist and thrust harder, balls slapping against Tao’s upturned ass, as the younger moaned in pleasure.
“So much. It’s so much.” Tao said, reaching an arm behind him to lock a hand behind Kris’s neck.
Kris was unsure if Tao was referring to the mind warp or Kris himself. Nevertheless, Kris continued chasing his physical pleasure as he tried to block out his psychological agony.
“Slow.” Kris yawned, dodging the knife that was aiming straight for his head.
“Too slow again.” Kris warned, ducking once more.
“Argh!” Tao screamed. He lunged at the elder again, knife in his hand, as he aimed for Kris’s shoulder.
“I said too slow!” Kris barked, grabbing Tao’s wrist and twisting it. Tao cried out in pain and dropped the knife and Kris twisted the boy’s arm behind his back. Tao was panting heavily, after all they’d been going at it all day, and sneered at his superior.
“Do you want to be on my clearance level?” Kris asked the question that Tao hated so much.
“Yes.” Tao did not even hesitate. Kris smiled and leaned closer, lips tickling Tao’s ear.
“Then get on my level.”
“Yi Fan, I can’t, I can’t.” Tao warned, member messily leaking out onto the bed now. Kris reached a hand around and pumped Tao once, twice, and then boy was spilling out onto the bed.
“Ah! Yi Fan!” Tao’s entire body tensed as he rode out the rest of his orgasm in small spurts and then he was done. The younger flopped back down onto the bed, face pressed into the sheets, as Kris continued to pursue his own climax behind him.
“The entry point is here. I want a three-man squad covering the back exit and another three-man team at the front. We have a hovercraft waiting at the roof in case he tries anything. This is the main facility without doubt. No one is touch anything or anyone when we get inside. The objective is to seize Choi Minho and gather evidence of the slave ring. Do not kill anyone unless necessary. Have I made myself clear?” Kris asked his group.
“Clear.”
They were currently in the air ventilation system of the basement floor of an old warehouse where they were certain it was one of MIND Corporation’s largest harvesting facilities. Kris’s group was a squad of fifteen extremely capable agents who were all looking to Kris as the mission leader. At age twenty-three Kris was a young leader but there were those in his group who were far younger. Namely Kris was worried for Tao. This was only Tao’s tenth mission and while Kris had objected to the youth coming, executive had stated they needed Tao on this team.
“The rest of you cover each other and keep in a tight formation.” Kris said and Tao beamed in excitement. Kris shook his head. “Alright let’s move.”
“Fuck!” Kris swore, furiously pumping into Tao now. The dark haired male was glancing over his shoulder in worry at Kris now. Kris didn’t register it but Tao had dropped out of the mind warp. Kris however had not.
“Yi Fan?” Tao winced when Kris thrust back in again. The lube from Kris’s interface had stopped and their coupling was starting to hurt. “Yi Fan, are you okay?”
Kris merely grunted in frustration as ecstasy continued to evade him. Then, in a moment Tao did not anticipate, Kris shoved Tao’s head down into the bedding. Tao released a muffled scream but by then Kris was grabbing onto both of Tao’s wrists and pulling the boy’s arms out wide behind his back. The result had Tao’s torso pitched forwards in a degrading position and Tao hissed when he felt the rough slide of Kris between his legs.
“Yi Fan, what’s happening? Can you hear me?” Tao asked, panicked.
“Get down!” Kris shouted, covering Tao’s head as a rain of photon guns shot at them.
They had been wrong, so very wrong. They had assumed the facility would be guarded, that went without question, but never in numbers like this. MIND Corporation seemed to have an entire army in that basement protecting the merchandise and Kris’s small team was not prepared for that. Already a few of his squad members lay dead on the floor and Kris had just prevented Tao from getting his head blown off.
“Fuck this is bad. All units fall back!” Kris shouted into his interface and it echoed on Tao’s.
“But what about Choi?” Tao asked.
“Forget him. This mission has been compromised. Tao on the count of three make a run for the door and I’ll cover you.” Kris instructed, urging Tao from where they were currently kneeling behind a massive food tank.
“But Yi Fan the mission was to apprehend Choi!” Tao refused to budge and Kris glowered.
“Now is not a time for you to be acting up, kid! I said clear out.” Kris shouted. A shooter rounded the side of the food tank and Kris shoved Tao back as he fired back at the enemy. Kris nailed the man straight in the chest and he went down quickly.
“Tao, do not fight me on this.” Kris turned back to the youth only to see that he was gone. Kris scanned the floor frantically, scenes of the remnants of his squad viciously fighting back against the enemy, when he saw Tao’s form running up the platform that led to the control room.
“Tao!” Kris shouted, immediately bolting after the boy.
People shot at Kris as he ran but he easily fired back and took them down. Kris was one of United Planets’ finest agents and right now all Kris was focused on was getting Tao back.
“Yi Fan, please!” Tao sobbed, “It hurts! Yi Fan please listen to me!”
Tao was crying now, a stain of red between his legs, as Kris mindlessly rutted behind him. Tao had enough. He bucked his body weight back and snapped his left arm so that Kris was thrown off balance behind him. The man tumbled, Tao barely catching him in time as Kris almost fell off the bed.
“Oh god Yi Fan.” Tao whispered, laying Kris down.
Kris’s eyes were entirely clouded over as they darted back and forth frantically. Kris was wording silent phrases that Tao could not pick out. But just as Tao had broken free, Kris was tackling the other and trying to enter him once more.
“Yi Fan!” Tao howled in pain as Kris succeeded.
Kris grunted and locked his arms around Tao so that the other could not push him away. Instead Tao was forced to lay there on his back, watching as his lover struggled to reach a high that was just not coming.
“Put him down!” Kris thundered.
“I’d be careful where you point that photon gun, Wu.” Minho warned. The man currently had his forearm locked around Tao’s neck and a gun to his head. Tao struggled uselessly to no avail.
“Yi Fan shoot!” Tao demanded, “Shoot him!”
“Tao, shut up!” Kris shouted. Kris wanted to shoot, he did, to end all this chaos with Choi Minho and MIND Corporation, but there was too high of a chance that Kris might hit Tao. Minho was currently using Tao as a human shield and Kris wasn’t going to go putting bullets in his lover.
“I’ve been watching you, Wu.” Minho said, eyes roaming Kris’s body and he felt disgusted. “You look like someone I used to know so very well. The resemblance is astonishing actually. With a few surgeries, who knows? You two could even look like clones of each other. I think I would rather like adding you to my collection.”
“Enough with the idle chat. It’s me you want to deal with, not this punk. Throw him aside and let’s settle this here and now.” Kris barked and Minho simply laughed.
“This punk? This punk, he says.” Minho turned and spoke to Tao. “He’s calling you some punk. My, my, is that you people from the slums treat your secondary males?”
Kris could not help but grit his teeth. This is the reason Kris did not want Tao on this mission. If anyone were to find out what they meant to each other, they would be too vulnerable. “What makes you think he’s my secondary male?”
“I can see it in your eyes. It’s the same way I used to look at my secondary male.” Minho grinned, forearm pressing down harder on Tao’s windpipe and the youth whined.
“Yi Fan just shoot him already.” Tao begged but Kris couldn’t pull the trigger although he kept the gun trained on Minho.
“Time is wasting, Wu. I’m getting bored of this game. How about I shoot this punk right now and save you the trouble?” Minho’s photon gun started to boot up and Tao cried out in fear, thrashing in Minho’s hold.
“Stop!” Kris threw his gun down at Minho’s feet and held up his hands in defeat. Minho paused and lowered his gun, raising an eyebrow in curiosity.
“I’ll make a deal with you.” Kris offered.
“Yi Fan no!” Tao sobbed.
“A deal? What kind of a deal?” Minho smirked and Kris shuddered.
“If you want a hostage to barter with the United Planets then take me. Just leave Tao out of this.” Kris kept his hands up to show Minho the honesty in his words.
“Done.” Minho answered instantly and Kris slowly walked towards the two. Tao was crying heavily now, repeating pleas for Kris to just shoot the man. When Kris was within arm’s reach of Tao Minho suddenly set his interface to stun and electrocuted the boy. Tao cried out and dropped to the floor knocked out cold.
“Tao!” Kris ran to Tao’s side, checking the boy to ensure that he was not dead. Suddenly Kris felt the point of a gun being pressed into the back of his head as the high pitched whine that accompanied it signaled Minho’s photon gun was booting up again.
“Come along now, Wu. I have much better things planned for you than to barter with the United Planets for your release.”
Kris made a strangled sound, body stilling, as he was suddenly blowing his load within Tao. The younger flinched as he felt the substance fill him and Kris was gasping out and collapsing boneless on him. Tao managed to wiggle from beneath Kris’s weight, cum sliding down his inner legs, as he looked to the exhausted man in bed besides him.
Kris’s eyes met Tao and Tao froze at what he saw.
Kris’s eyes seemed darker in appearance, his brows drawn together in a frown, his face more chiseled, and overall much more threatening looking. Gone was the white pale skin and round face of an upper level secondary male and replacing was a face that Tao was so familiar with. While the surgeries still kept the man’s outer appearance looking like Li Kris, there was no denying that during their mind warp something had changed.
Kris sat up and stared at Tao for a moment, face unreadable and eyes narrowed.
“Yi Fan?” Tao asked and then Kris was pulling him in for a crushing hug. Kris inhaled Tao’s scent heavily, strong arms crushing Tao’s arms at his side.
“Tao, my Tao.” Kris sounded close to tears. “I can remember everything now.”
“A-are you sure?” Tao asked and Kris pulled back to meet his lover’s eyes.
“I know now. Tao,” Kris raised a hand to brush Tao’s cheek softly, “I love you.”
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Main Pairing: Tao/Kris
Side Pairing: Kris/Minho (SHINee)
Genre: AU, Futuristic, Action
Warnings: Violence, Adult Content, OOC
Rating: NC-17
Chapter: 3/4
Summary: Kris lives in a perfect world full of fame, money, and anything his heart desires. Everything is seemingly perfect until a stranger brings Kris’s world crashing down around him. What if you weren’t the person you thought you were? What if everything that you thought you knew was a lie? Kris finds himself questioning his past and even his very existence upon meeting a boy named Tao.
Kris stared down at Tao’s pleading brown eyes, a shiver running down his spine at the emotions held in them. As suddenly everything clicked.
“You’re...” Kris whispered, a tear that he was not aware of running down his cheek. “You were my life mate.”
Tao searched Kris’s face, lips beginning to tremble, as the boy broke out in tears.
“Y-Yi Fan.” Tao whispered, a sob escaping his mouth before he was throwing himself on Kris.
Tao wrapped his arms around Kris’s neck, pressing his face there and inhaling deeply, as it seemed Tao was trying to burrow inside of Kris’s body. The taller male stood there still in a state of shock, arms reflexively coming to lock around Tao’s slender waist and hold the boy tight against him. Kris released a shuddering breath he had not known he was holding and began to cry softly.
“Tao.” Kris struggled to keep his voice steady and Tao sobbed brokenly into his neck, “Tao.”
“Yi Fan, Yi Fan, Yi Fan.” Tao chanted over and over against trying to press the entirety of their bodies together. “I’ve missed you so much.”
It was Chen coughing uncomfortably in the background that forced them to separate. Xiumin’s face was blazing and Chen wore a smug expression.
“May I suggest you two take this to the barracks? This is a hospital after all and it needs to remain sanitary.” Chen raised an eyebrow and then it was Kris’s turn to blush.
“Come on.” Tao was tugging on Kris’s hand immediately, a sly smile spread across his face. “Our room is this way.”
“Uh right.” Kris let himself be led away but turned just in time to shout thanks to Xiumin for his help. “Thank you doctor!”
“Control your temper when you fully come back to us Yi Fan!” Xiumin called out after them.
“What did he mean by that?” Kris asked Tao but the dark haired boy ignored his question.
When they finally reached the barracks and the room that Tao had explained was their shared space, Kris’s head was starting to throb again. Flashing images of scenes he did not fully remember were dancing across his vision and molding phantom memories on the furniture he saw before him.
“This is our room.” Tao smiled sheepishly, holding his arms out at his sides and gesturing at the small room. It was just as Kris had recalled in his vision, a tightly packed bland room with a single cot covered by a scratchy grey blanket and four perforated metal walls closing them in.
“I remember.” Kris said slowly, running his hand down the length of a single metal table that was shoved in the corner of the room.
“Ugh! Yi Fan!” Tao screeched, backing arching as the taller male mercilessly pounded into him. Kris had Tao pressed up against a table, forcing the boy to balance all of his weight on his hands as Tao’s legs were entangled in Kris’s. The dark haired boy’s leaking cock kept dragging against the cold metal surface of the table and he whined in displeasure.
“Fuck. Tao stay quiet.” Kris snaked a hand around Tao’s neck and squeezed. Tao coughed, body tightening around where Kris had impaled him, as he leaned back into the elder.
“Y-Yi…” Tao struggled for air and Kris moaned, rutting ruthlessly into Tao as he brought his other hand around to stroke the boy’s member. Tao was gasping for air now, body clamping down almost painfully around Kris, while the boy struggled.
“Come on baby.” Kris groaned; voice low in Tao’s ear, as he pumped the younger’s cock furiously. “Come.”
The stimulation was too much and Tao’s body jerked forwards. In that instant Kris was releasing Tao’s neck, the boy emitting a sound between a desperate gasp for air and a delirious moan, as he shot out thick ropes of white cum onto the table. Tao whined, collapsing forwards so that his upper body was stretched out across the cool metal, his toes barely touching the floor as it was only the sheer pressure of Kris behind him that was keeping him up.
“You’re so hot.” Kris praised, strong fingers spreading the boy’s cheeks apart so that he could see Tao’s pink pucker as it strained around his length. “Fuck look at you.”
“Oh.” Kris blinked, retracting his hand as he stared down at the table in a new light. Tao was changing out his standard black uniform and into a white tank when he looked to Kris in curiosity.
“What?” Tao cocked his head in confusion. Kris’s eyes trained on Tao’s pink lips.
”Oh fuck! Fuck me! Fuck me!” Tao sobbed as he threw his arms around Kris’s neck and brought the man down for a kiss.
Tao was on his back, legs spread out obscenely, as Kris rested between them. Kris was supporting Tao’s lower back with his hands and he smirked at the sight of his lover beneath him. Tao was a gorgeous boy. He’d found him when he was still a child, although Kris wasn’t all that much older but still closer to being a man than the latter, and asked if Tao had ever considered preserving the peace. Tao had been a punk then, your typical outer land hostile that liked fighting in a cage for money, when Kris had stumbled across him. The kid had scars marring his chest and back to prove his days as a cage fighter but Kris thought they only made Tao look more beautiful. Kris valued strength, being the top clearance solider that he was, and Tao’s lithe but strong body embodied that.
Tao was gazing up at Kris now, pink glossy lips parted with his heavy pants, as his form jolted in time with the man’s thrusts.
Kris shook his head furiously. “It’s nothing.”
“Okay. Do you need clothes to sleep in? You must be exhausted from today.” Tao was already bending over in search through his chest of clothes for something suitable for Kris to wear. Sadly Tao had been forced to throw out all of Kris’s clothing when he’d gone missing. The younger had grown terribly depressed when MIND Corporations had taken Kris and it was under executive orders that all reminders of Kris be thrown away in an attempts to get Tao functioning again. Kris had been Tao’s mentor, the very defining factor of how Tao was as a soldier, and when Kris had vanished so had a piece of Tao.
Kris currently however was watching how limber Tao was. The boy was nearly bent in half, his legs straight, ass out on display as he searched for pajamas. On their initial ride to headquarters Kris had tried to ignore the raging erection in his pants when first seeing Tao and witnessing him in action in battle. That coupled with the fact that Tao was Kris’s life mate was dizzying information. Kris could feel that primal urge running through his body clearer than ever now. It was as if a cloud had been lifted from his mind and all he could think about was having his way with Tao.
“I think these should fit.” Tao held up a large shirt and examined it at arms length. Suddenly a pair of arms was wrapping around his waist and a chin was resting on his shoulder.
“Yi Fan?” Tao smiled, nuzzling his face against Kris’s. The elder released a shaky breath behind him, body moving closer as Tao felt Kris grind his hardened member into his back. Tao’s eyes widened.
“I want to fuck you bad. I’ve missed you so much.” Kris closed his eyes and breathed in Tao’s scent. “I just want you.”
“Are you sure?” Tao whispered. “I know you’re still not fully back to your true self. I don’t want to push you into anything. For you, we still only met just today.”
“I remember some things.” Kris’s voice had dropped a few octaves. “Like how much you love when I play with your nipples.”
Tao gasped in scandal when Kris’s large warm hands skimmed up his torso and came to tweak the two peaks through his tank. Tao’s legs instantly weakened and he grinded back against Kris, his own member hardening as Kris attached his mouth to the dark haired male’s neck.
“W-why do you remember things like that?” Tao laughed, voice trembling, as Kris began maneuvering him towards the cot.
Kris continued to crowd against Tao’s back, hands pulling at the hem of his tank, and urging Tao to shed his layers. The younger felt incredibly scared and turned on in that moment. This was his lover and it was not at the same time. The man so sensually rubbing his length against his back was not someone that Tao truly knew but Tao found that he could not care in that moment. Sure this man might look different from the man that Tao had fallen in love with but there were remnants of his love in there still. Tao could see it in Kris’s dark smoldering eyes and it made his heart beat erratically.
Tao had longed for this for so long. In Kris’s absence, Tao had remained faithful even though everyone told him they were probably never to going to get Kris back. It had been Tao who pushed for a rescue mission to save Kris when they had seen he was still alive but simply in the image of another.
“I remember how much your body reacts to mine when I do this.” Kris’s voice was so low and rough now as he suddenly had a hand wrapped around Tao’s neck and lightly squeezed it once experimentally.
Tao’s breath caught and he nodded slowly, hips swaying in rhythm with Kris’s as they grinded and slid against one another’s body to music only they could hear. Kris’s other hand was sliding over Tao’s naked chest, long fingers sweeping across the scars on Tao’s chest as if memorizing each and every one. Tao’s own hands were struggling with working his pants off as Kris played with his body.
“I’ve missed you so much.” Tao tried to turn and kiss Kris once he’d ditched his bottoms but Kris’s strong hold on his neck kept him in place. Tao gagged as Kris held in place. Tao stilled, mouth falling open in heavy pants, as he turned his head to the side and through a mess of hair dragged his lips against Kris’s cheek.
“Get on the bed.” Kris released Tao’s neck and the dark haired male eagerly scrambled for the cot. Tao landed with a bounce and whirled around with a devilish smirk to watch the elder undress. Kris looked different now, his skin so ghastly pale as a sure sign of an upper level citizen and his hair blonder than Tao had ever remembered it being. Kris’s military mark was also missing from his arm but Tao knew Minho would have had to remove that to keep ‘Kris’ a secret.
“Do I look that bad?” Kris’s question broke Tao from his thoughts and the younger realized his face had pulled up into an ugly expression.
“No.” Tao shook his head and beckoned for the naked man to join on the bed. “I’m still not used to seeing you in this body.”
“Don’t talk about that.” Kris snapped and Tao blinked in astonishment. Kris winced, a hand flying to his forehead, as he hunched in pain for a moment. Kris grimaced for a few seconds before the wave seemed to pass and he was returning his attention to Tao.
“What was that?” Tao asked as Kris laid his body atop the younger’s. Tao stroked his fingers through Kris’s hair and pressed a chaste kiss to the man’s forehead.
“It’s nothing.” Kris dismissed it and began kissing a trail up Tao’s neck. Tao quickly forgot all thoughts of concern when Kris’s hand found his member and began lazily stroking it.
Kris kept a loose grasp, thumb slowly rubbing teasingly back and forth against Tao’s slit. The younger grunted and thrust his hips into Kris’s hand. Tao closed his eyes in bliss and Kris smiled softly. Seeing Tao this way was invoking tender feelings in the elder and he whispered to the boy just how gorgeous he looked in that moment. Tao’s member was firm and warm in Kris’s hand, steadily leaking at the tip, as Kris pulsed him enough to stimulate the boy but deny him any real pleasure.
Tao was trying hard not be impatient since he knew how much Kris liked drawing out Tao’s pleasure and watching him unravel until he was a hot mess. While Kris’s memories may have not fully returned, his hands remembered everything. Kris was touching Tao in all of his sensitive places and doing just the right things to wind him up.
“Not before you.” Tao tried to push Kris’s hand away but Kris grabbed his wrist. The elder leaned his body half over Tao, one hand pinning Tao’s wrist by his head, with his other hand stroking Tao’s cock.
“You’re getting antsy.” Kris grinned and Tao’s face burned. “Tell me what you want.”
“Faster.” Tao whispered, hips arching off the bed to signify his need.
“Faster, hmm?” Kris hummed, tightening his slacked grip to a firm hold around the boy. Tao moaned softly and urged the blonde onwards.
“Faster. Do it faster.” Tao body was aching from trying to hold still. “Yi Fan, please.”
“Always so needy.” Kris smirked before he increased his speed. Tao released a sound of contentment and craned his neck up to meet Kris’s lips for a kiss. They continued to kiss, sweeping tongues against one another, as Kris’s hand worked steadily between their pressed bodies. Tao’s nerves were on fire now and he was more moaning into the kiss rather than participating. Kris could feel Tao’s body becoming erratic besides his and Tao weakly began thrusting his hips up.
“I love you so much.” Tao broke from their kiss. Kris’s hand faltered for a moment but Tao was already coming. The dark haired male bit his lip and clenched his eyes shut as he came. The boy’s member exploded between then, coating Tao’s stomach and Kris’s hand, as Kris watched the boy unravel. Finally, when Tao was done, he realized Kris had not said anything.
Tao leaned back to get a better look at the man, confused as to Kris’s reaction. Kris was looking Tao with a troubled expression. The last person Kris recalled telling he loved them was Minho and while Kris knew these strange feelings coursing through his veins were stronger than what he felt for Minho, Kris wasn’t quite sure he even knew what love was. Minho said he loved Kris and yet it was not really him that he loved. Tao said he loved Kris and yet it was another version of himself that he could not seem to get back in touch with. Therefore Kris wasn’t sure he even knew what qualified as love anymore or even if he had the right so say something like that in this sort of a situation.
“Yi Fan?” Tao wiggled his hand out from under Kris’s grip and brought both hands up to cup the man’s face. “You don’t have to answer right now. I know you’ve been through a lot.”
“I’m… I’m sorry.” Kris dropped his head but Tao forced him to raise it back up. Brown round orbs that spoke of warmth and understanding met Kris’s troubled gaze and the elder instantly calmed. Tao pressed their foreheads together and let Kris relax.
“You don’t have to answer. I just wanted to let you know that you are loved.” Tao pressed a lingering kiss to Kris’s cheek and Kris shifted over the boy.
“I can’t wait any longer.” Kris apologized, interface lighting up as an antibacterial gel coated his fingers.
“I’m yours. Do what you want with me.” Tao laid back down and spread his legs. Kris adjusted himself and brought a hand down, experimentally tapping at Tao’s entrance.
“I can remember doing it with you but not how preparation works.” Kris admitted, feeling ashamed.
“Just use two fingers.” Tao guided Kris’s hand. “Don’t be afraid of being too rough. I don’t care as long as you’re in me. It’s been too long.”
Kris swallowed in silent agreement and brought his fingers to Tao’s entrance, marveling at the smooth pinkness of the ring of muscles. Then, ever so gently, he began to ease his two fingers in. Kris monitored Tao’s the whole face to see if he was the hurting the boy but Tao was Kris with a lovestruck expression on his face. Finally Kris’s fingers were in to the knuckle and Tao sighed, spreading his legs a bit wider to take Kris’s fingers as deep as they would go.
“So good. Your hands, god your hands, have always been my biggest turn on.” Tao moaned shamelessly, jutting down onto Kris’s hand, and Kris thrust his hand in time with Tao’s hips.
“Another.” Tao encouraged, thrusting down again.
“I just put two in.” Kris wrinkled his brow in worry. Kris had been taken by Minho enough times to know it hurt without preparation.
“I want to feel this for days after.” Tao rolled his head and blinked his dark enticing eyes at Kris. Kris’s heart quickened at the sight. “I want to feel the burn and be reminded that it’s really you.”
“Tao when you talk dirty like that…” Kris trailed off, pulling back his hand to add a third. “I just want to wreck you.”
“Make me scream.” Tao returned, stroking his member and Kris swore. Then the blonde was shoving three of his fingers back into the boy, enjoying how the strangled sound Tao made as he kicked his feet out on the bed.
Tao was pushing himself, Kris could tell. Judging from how Tao’s body was reacting, the younger male had not felt the intimate touch of a lover in quite some time. Kris wondered if Tao had even slept with anyone since he’d gone missing. Basing off how clingy and affection Tao was being, Kris assumed Tao had remained faithful. Kris just worried for Tao’s body. Kris knew he was not diminished when it came to size, in fact he was larger than Minho, and Kris understood the pain Tao would experience if it had been a while.
“Deeper.” Tao pressed down further on Kris’s hand, gasping suddenly when Kris’s fingers hit that bundle of nerves. “There! Right there!”
Kris rubbed against it, marveling at the texture on his fingertips, as Tao trembled with pleasure. Tao’s member was already recovered from earlier and the younger was steadily pumping it. Tao had used his own release to coat his hand as soft wet noises accompanied his ministrations.
“Don’t come again before I’m even in you.” Kris warned and Tao’s face flushed.
Tao turned his face to the side and huffed, “Hurry up then. I can’t keep up with you.”
“Turn around and get on your hands and knees. It will make it easier for you.” Kris instructed as he pulled his fingers free.
“But I want to see you.” Tao complained as Kris began maneuvering his hips to the flip the man.
“Next time. I don’t want to hurt you, Tao.” Kris pulled Tao close once he was in position.
“In me.” Tao whispered, leaned back to bump against Kris’s member. “I need it.”
“Brace yourself.” Kris warned, grabbing firm hold on one of Tao’s hips as he guided his member.
Tao spread his knees apart and hung his head, evening out his breath as he waited for Kris. Kris hesitated for only a second before he was beginning the slow push forwards.
“Ah!” Tao yelped when Kris breeched him. The man kept his head hung and played with the scratchy grey blanket covering the cot.
Tao had forgotten just how big his lover was. The initial slide hurt and Tao was trying to keep as quiet as possible to prevent Kris from stopping. Tao needed this. He had dreamt for years about this moment. The moment when his supposedly dead lover would return to him from the grave and they could embrace as one again.
“Yi Fan.” Tao said softly, tears running down his cheeks. Tao knew it was foolish the words that were about to leave his mouth but he could not help it. “I love you.”
“Come here now.” Kris was fully seated in Tao now and he urged the dark haired male to sit up. Kris grabbed onto Tao’s upper arms and helped pull Tao so that his back was now flush to Kris’s chest. Tao’s thighs strained on either side of Kris in order to keep himself from being fully impaled on Kris and the younger groaned at the sensation of Kris’s full length buried in him.
“I forgot how big you were.” Tao managed, slowly and experimentally moving his hips to get used to the stretch of Kris inside of him. Kris grunted in an effort to stay still as he knew Tao needed to adjust.
“Beautiful.” Kris pressed a kiss to an especially large scar running down Tao’s back from his spine and out towards his shoulder.
“Do you know who gave me that scar?” Tao laughed, hips picking up the pace as he began to bounce. Kris took it as a signal that he could begin moving and he gently thrust up into the boy.
“Who?” Kris grunted, large hands shifting from Tao’s biceps to Tao’s hips as he kept the boy rooted in place.
“You did. It was when I was still just a stupid kid. You were practicing by yourself on a hologram course with knifes. I thought it would be funny to sneak up on you and scare you. Except,” Tao looked over his shoulder and pressed a kiss to Kris’s jaw, “You were so in the zone, you didn’t even know it was me. I jumped you and you threw me down and sliced open my back.”
“T-Tao.” Kris hugged the boy tight in horror.
“You probably would have killed me had I not kicked you off me. I broke two of your ribs. You don’t know it now but… when you fully come back… you’re scary when you’re in the zone.” Tao admitted looking guilty.
Kris remained silent unsure how to process this information. Kris knew that his memories were coming back faster than ever now but what Kris didn’t understand was if he was going to lose a part of himself as that happened.
“How different am I?” Kris asked and Tao tensed. “How different am I from the Yi Fan you’re used to?”
“This isn’t a conversation to be having when you have your prick shoved up my ass.” Tao began moving his hips again but Kris stilled them.
“Tao, answer the question.” Kris gave a sharp thrust upwards and Tao cried out. Kris did it again and Tao clamped down in retaliation.
“You’re different, okay? You’re Yi Fan and yet you’re not. You’re… softer, gentler, nicer, dumber in some cases.” Tao added on the last bit and Kris frowned. “I don’t know it’s strange. You don’t feel like a different person, I can still tell you’re Yi Fan but this experience has changed something in you.”
Kris relaxed a bit to hear that he was not a different person entirely as that had been his biggest fear. It was frightening to think that his current subconscious was nothing more than programming and once the real Yi Fan returned, it would be like a light switch had been flipped and one mind would be overtaken by another.
“Yi Fan, I want to try something.” Tao touched Kris’s wrist and brought up his interface. “I want to link our interfaces as one.”
“Alright.” Kris watched as Tao’s pinged for Kris’s and within moments they were linked.
A surge coursed through both of their bodies and Kris gasped at the sensation. Never had he done this before. It was like an out of body experience. Kris was in his body and yet he was in Tao’s at the same time. He could feel Tao’s warm flesh pressing against his and yet he could himself as well. Something strong seemed to be reaching out to him and Kris realized it was Tao’s mind searching for his. Kris closed his eyes and readily accepted Tao, hands digging into the younger’s hips as he resumed thrusting into the boy. Tao moaned and Kris pressed the other forwards so that Tao was now lying on the bed. Kris sprawled atop of him and he thrust between the boy’s spread legs.
“Yi Fan!” Tao cried out when Kris hit his spot dead on. “Oh!”
“Oh?” The cocky kid titled his head to the side and eyed over Kris.
Kris had been on a mission when he’d come across some cage fighting in the slums of the planet formally known at Jupiter. It was a rundown, backwater planet that Kris had been chasing an assassin on. He’d carried out his mission as planned and was ready to jump planets when he’d spotted one fighter that stood out amongst the rest. He was a dark haired young fellow with tanned skin and black war paint swirled in an intricate design stemming from his face down through his body. The boy was fierce and had won every fight that night.
“I saw you fight. You’re good.” Kris praised and the boy eyed him over.
“Yeah?” The boy was eyeing Kris with interest now. “That’s not the only thing that people pay for me to do, you know.”
If these words bothered Kris, which they did, his face did not show it. Years of harsh training under United Planets had taught him better. For a brief moment Kris even wondered why he was talking to this punk only to see reflections of himself in this boy.
“I’m not looking for that. I’m Yi Fan by the way.” Kris reached a hand out to shake the boy’s and he looked at Kris oddly.
“Tao. You’re from Alpha Centauri Bb. You guys are the only planet that greets like that.” The boy reached out and shook Kris’s hand regardless. “So how did a rich boy like you end up way out here?”
“I’m from the slums district, just like you. Tao, as I was saying earlier, you’re a good fighter. How would you like to put those skills to some use?”
Kris gasped and squeezed his eyes shut tight, grimacing as a thousand memories and names and places he’d never been flooded his mind. He was vaguely aware of Tao whimpering beneath him, equally as affected by Kris’s mind warp as Kris was. The blonde wrapped his arms under the boy’s waist and thrust harder, balls slapping against Tao’s upturned ass, as the younger moaned in pleasure.
“So much. It’s so much.” Tao said, reaching an arm behind him to lock a hand behind Kris’s neck.
Kris was unsure if Tao was referring to the mind warp or Kris himself. Nevertheless, Kris continued chasing his physical pleasure as he tried to block out his psychological agony.
“Slow.” Kris yawned, dodging the knife that was aiming straight for his head.
“Too slow again.” Kris warned, ducking once more.
“Argh!” Tao screamed. He lunged at the elder again, knife in his hand, as he aimed for Kris’s shoulder.
“I said too slow!” Kris barked, grabbing Tao’s wrist and twisting it. Tao cried out in pain and dropped the knife and Kris twisted the boy’s arm behind his back. Tao was panting heavily, after all they’d been going at it all day, and sneered at his superior.
“Do you want to be on my clearance level?” Kris asked the question that Tao hated so much.
“Yes.” Tao did not even hesitate. Kris smiled and leaned closer, lips tickling Tao’s ear.
“Then get on my level.”
“Yi Fan, I can’t, I can’t.” Tao warned, member messily leaking out onto the bed now. Kris reached a hand around and pumped Tao once, twice, and then boy was spilling out onto the bed.
“Ah! Yi Fan!” Tao’s entire body tensed as he rode out the rest of his orgasm in small spurts and then he was done. The younger flopped back down onto the bed, face pressed into the sheets, as Kris continued to pursue his own climax behind him.
“The entry point is here. I want a three-man squad covering the back exit and another three-man team at the front. We have a hovercraft waiting at the roof in case he tries anything. This is the main facility without doubt. No one is touch anything or anyone when we get inside. The objective is to seize Choi Minho and gather evidence of the slave ring. Do not kill anyone unless necessary. Have I made myself clear?” Kris asked his group.
“Clear.”
They were currently in the air ventilation system of the basement floor of an old warehouse where they were certain it was one of MIND Corporation’s largest harvesting facilities. Kris’s group was a squad of fifteen extremely capable agents who were all looking to Kris as the mission leader. At age twenty-three Kris was a young leader but there were those in his group who were far younger. Namely Kris was worried for Tao. This was only Tao’s tenth mission and while Kris had objected to the youth coming, executive had stated they needed Tao on this team.
“The rest of you cover each other and keep in a tight formation.” Kris said and Tao beamed in excitement. Kris shook his head. “Alright let’s move.”
“Fuck!” Kris swore, furiously pumping into Tao now. The dark haired male was glancing over his shoulder in worry at Kris now. Kris didn’t register it but Tao had dropped out of the mind warp. Kris however had not.
“Yi Fan?” Tao winced when Kris thrust back in again. The lube from Kris’s interface had stopped and their coupling was starting to hurt. “Yi Fan, are you okay?”
Kris merely grunted in frustration as ecstasy continued to evade him. Then, in a moment Tao did not anticipate, Kris shoved Tao’s head down into the bedding. Tao released a muffled scream but by then Kris was grabbing onto both of Tao’s wrists and pulling the boy’s arms out wide behind his back. The result had Tao’s torso pitched forwards in a degrading position and Tao hissed when he felt the rough slide of Kris between his legs.
“Yi Fan, what’s happening? Can you hear me?” Tao asked, panicked.
“Get down!” Kris shouted, covering Tao’s head as a rain of photon guns shot at them.
They had been wrong, so very wrong. They had assumed the facility would be guarded, that went without question, but never in numbers like this. MIND Corporation seemed to have an entire army in that basement protecting the merchandise and Kris’s small team was not prepared for that. Already a few of his squad members lay dead on the floor and Kris had just prevented Tao from getting his head blown off.
“Fuck this is bad. All units fall back!” Kris shouted into his interface and it echoed on Tao’s.
“But what about Choi?” Tao asked.
“Forget him. This mission has been compromised. Tao on the count of three make a run for the door and I’ll cover you.” Kris instructed, urging Tao from where they were currently kneeling behind a massive food tank.
“But Yi Fan the mission was to apprehend Choi!” Tao refused to budge and Kris glowered.
“Now is not a time for you to be acting up, kid! I said clear out.” Kris shouted. A shooter rounded the side of the food tank and Kris shoved Tao back as he fired back at the enemy. Kris nailed the man straight in the chest and he went down quickly.
“Tao, do not fight me on this.” Kris turned back to the youth only to see that he was gone. Kris scanned the floor frantically, scenes of the remnants of his squad viciously fighting back against the enemy, when he saw Tao’s form running up the platform that led to the control room.
“Tao!” Kris shouted, immediately bolting after the boy.
People shot at Kris as he ran but he easily fired back and took them down. Kris was one of United Planets’ finest agents and right now all Kris was focused on was getting Tao back.
“Yi Fan, please!” Tao sobbed, “It hurts! Yi Fan please listen to me!”
Tao was crying now, a stain of red between his legs, as Kris mindlessly rutted behind him. Tao had enough. He bucked his body weight back and snapped his left arm so that Kris was thrown off balance behind him. The man tumbled, Tao barely catching him in time as Kris almost fell off the bed.
“Oh god Yi Fan.” Tao whispered, laying Kris down.
Kris’s eyes were entirely clouded over as they darted back and forth frantically. Kris was wording silent phrases that Tao could not pick out. But just as Tao had broken free, Kris was tackling the other and trying to enter him once more.
“Yi Fan!” Tao howled in pain as Kris succeeded.
Kris grunted and locked his arms around Tao so that the other could not push him away. Instead Tao was forced to lay there on his back, watching as his lover struggled to reach a high that was just not coming.
“Put him down!” Kris thundered.
“I’d be careful where you point that photon gun, Wu.” Minho warned. The man currently had his forearm locked around Tao’s neck and a gun to his head. Tao struggled uselessly to no avail.
“Yi Fan shoot!” Tao demanded, “Shoot him!”
“Tao, shut up!” Kris shouted. Kris wanted to shoot, he did, to end all this chaos with Choi Minho and MIND Corporation, but there was too high of a chance that Kris might hit Tao. Minho was currently using Tao as a human shield and Kris wasn’t going to go putting bullets in his lover.
“I’ve been watching you, Wu.” Minho said, eyes roaming Kris’s body and he felt disgusted. “You look like someone I used to know so very well. The resemblance is astonishing actually. With a few surgeries, who knows? You two could even look like clones of each other. I think I would rather like adding you to my collection.”
“Enough with the idle chat. It’s me you want to deal with, not this punk. Throw him aside and let’s settle this here and now.” Kris barked and Minho simply laughed.
“This punk? This punk, he says.” Minho turned and spoke to Tao. “He’s calling you some punk. My, my, is that you people from the slums treat your secondary males?”
Kris could not help but grit his teeth. This is the reason Kris did not want Tao on this mission. If anyone were to find out what they meant to each other, they would be too vulnerable. “What makes you think he’s my secondary male?”
“I can see it in your eyes. It’s the same way I used to look at my secondary male.” Minho grinned, forearm pressing down harder on Tao’s windpipe and the youth whined.
“Yi Fan just shoot him already.” Tao begged but Kris couldn’t pull the trigger although he kept the gun trained on Minho.
“Time is wasting, Wu. I’m getting bored of this game. How about I shoot this punk right now and save you the trouble?” Minho’s photon gun started to boot up and Tao cried out in fear, thrashing in Minho’s hold.
“Stop!” Kris threw his gun down at Minho’s feet and held up his hands in defeat. Minho paused and lowered his gun, raising an eyebrow in curiosity.
“I’ll make a deal with you.” Kris offered.
“Yi Fan no!” Tao sobbed.
“A deal? What kind of a deal?” Minho smirked and Kris shuddered.
“If you want a hostage to barter with the United Planets then take me. Just leave Tao out of this.” Kris kept his hands up to show Minho the honesty in his words.
“Done.” Minho answered instantly and Kris slowly walked towards the two. Tao was crying heavily now, repeating pleas for Kris to just shoot the man. When Kris was within arm’s reach of Tao Minho suddenly set his interface to stun and electrocuted the boy. Tao cried out and dropped to the floor knocked out cold.
“Tao!” Kris ran to Tao’s side, checking the boy to ensure that he was not dead. Suddenly Kris felt the point of a gun being pressed into the back of his head as the high pitched whine that accompanied it signaled Minho’s photon gun was booting up again.
“Come along now, Wu. I have much better things planned for you than to barter with the United Planets for your release.”
Kris made a strangled sound, body stilling, as he was suddenly blowing his load within Tao. The younger flinched as he felt the substance fill him and Kris was gasping out and collapsing boneless on him. Tao managed to wiggle from beneath Kris’s weight, cum sliding down his inner legs, as he looked to the exhausted man in bed besides him.
Kris’s eyes met Tao and Tao froze at what he saw.
Kris’s eyes seemed darker in appearance, his brows drawn together in a frown, his face more chiseled, and overall much more threatening looking. Gone was the white pale skin and round face of an upper level secondary male and replacing was a face that Tao was so familiar with. While the surgeries still kept the man’s outer appearance looking like Li Kris, there was no denying that during their mind warp something had changed.
Kris sat up and stared at Tao for a moment, face unreadable and eyes narrowed.
“Yi Fan?” Tao asked and then Kris was pulling him in for a crushing hug. Kris inhaled Tao’s scent heavily, strong arms crushing Tao’s arms at his side.
“Tao, my Tao.” Kris sounded close to tears. “I can remember everything now.”
“A-are you sure?” Tao asked and Kris pulled back to meet his lover’s eyes.
“I know now. Tao,” Kris raised a hand to brush Tao’s cheek softly, “I love you.”
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