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So tonight could easily be the best night I've had in gainesville...
amazing
I LOVE my roommate. She's incredible and just awesome, and my new dance buddy. No where near as hot as my previous dance buddy, and no where near as special, but she's got potential and she makes my life so happy when everything else is horrible.
Our twin outfits were so incredibly amazing, took us FOREVER to find dresses that looked good on both of us... she a good five or six inches shorter than me, with a curvier build... but we finally did and she just kept going on and on about how amazing I looked.
Between her and some of the guys at the party, my self confidence has taken a giant leap. After spending the last few months feelign so shitty about myself and being with someone who just doesn't seem to care either way and doesn't seem all that attracted to me and basically stops even saying "you look nice tonight", just having someone else notice you feels so great.
I didn't do anything at all, didn't even come close to do anything, no interest really, but several of the guys I met had really sweet sincere compliments to give and it just made me feel so great to know that are guys out there who think I'm attractive
and I met so many people who went out of their way to include me, haha had multiple people go on and on about how much they love me and I HAVE to come hang out with them more and one girl even told me I was without a doubt the coolest person she had met in a very long time
Aaaaaaand met a Kappa. Who's very influential. And was so impressed with me andour three minute conversation that she wants to try really hard to get me into the sorority.
hmmmm
but my car's starting to act up
and I'm tired
and I have no plans for Florida Georgia
and I have to start figuring out grad school
and I'm still trying to figure out what I want/ what I need to do about other situtions....
so for now I'm going to sleep
amazing
I LOVE my roommate. She's incredible and just awesome, and my new dance buddy. No where near as hot as my previous dance buddy, and no where near as special, but she's got potential and she makes my life so happy when everything else is horrible.
Our twin outfits were so incredibly amazing, took us FOREVER to find dresses that looked good on both of us... she a good five or six inches shorter than me, with a curvier build... but we finally did and she just kept going on and on about how amazing I looked.
Between her and some of the guys at the party, my self confidence has taken a giant leap. After spending the last few months feelign so shitty about myself and being with someone who just doesn't seem to care either way and doesn't seem all that attracted to me and basically stops even saying "you look nice tonight", just having someone else notice you feels so great.
I didn't do anything at all, didn't even come close to do anything, no interest really, but several of the guys I met had really sweet sincere compliments to give and it just made me feel so great to know that are guys out there who think I'm attractive
and I met so many people who went out of their way to include me, haha had multiple people go on and on about how much they love me and I HAVE to come hang out with them more and one girl even told me I was without a doubt the coolest person she had met in a very long time
Aaaaaaand met a Kappa. Who's very influential. And was so impressed with me andour three minute conversation that she wants to try really hard to get me into the sorority.
hmmmm
but my car's starting to act up
and I'm tired
and I have no plans for Florida Georgia
and I have to start figuring out grad school
and I'm still trying to figure out what I want/ what I need to do about other situtions....
so for now I'm going to sleep