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i'm a week into training and i think i've pretty much got everything. i'm gonna be an awesome blackjack dealer! but i really want to deal poker. two more weeks and i'm done in finance.
just finished "World War Z; and Oral History of the Zombie War." good book. incredible book! so detailed. it really makes the idea of a global infestation by shambling, slow zombies seem feasible.
watched "moulin rouge" again a couple nights ago. still makes me cry.
switching tracks...
maybe it's the feminine cycle, maybe it's the sleep deprivation, maybe it's the emo music i've been listening to. i realized today how sad we really are. we try to be happy, but all we do is build for tomorrow. when is tomorrow? when will the classes and the 40+ hrs a week pay off? when will all our training and education come in handy? and who are we kidding? all we really want is intimacy, but we're all petrified of it. we pose for our peers, letting little scraps of who we really are leak out only in dire situations.
so do me favor. do yourself a favor. go out of your way to say something honest and good to someone you care about. or leave someone you haven't seen in a really long time a message just to let them know they aren't alone.
alright, sorry. raggin and all.
just finished "World War Z; and Oral History of the Zombie War." good book. incredible book! so detailed. it really makes the idea of a global infestation by shambling, slow zombies seem feasible.
watched "moulin rouge" again a couple nights ago. still makes me cry.
switching tracks...
maybe it's the feminine cycle, maybe it's the sleep deprivation, maybe it's the emo music i've been listening to. i realized today how sad we really are. we try to be happy, but all we do is build for tomorrow. when is tomorrow? when will the classes and the 40+ hrs a week pay off? when will all our training and education come in handy? and who are we kidding? all we really want is intimacy, but we're all petrified of it. we pose for our peers, letting little scraps of who we really are leak out only in dire situations.
so do me favor. do yourself a favor. go out of your way to say something honest and good to someone you care about. or leave someone you haven't seen in a really long time a message just to let them know they aren't alone.
alright, sorry. raggin and all.