bread.crumbs.

[besaidgirl]

if i was the best...
if i was the only one who made jello...
if i was the most comfortable...

than why am i not?

nothing adds up anymore
i feel like alice
spiraling down the rabbit hole.
i know what i want to be
on the other end.
i know what should be
on the other end.
however, given everything i have
and everything i know
and everything i learned...
...one never knows what
is on the other end
of the rabbit hole.

i never really cared for rabbits
any.way.

tell me that there
is nothing worth
holding onto
and i will hold on
until my last dying breath.

there is love.
and then there is love.
do not mistake me,
for i do not mistake you.
perfection only comes once.

i.am.crumbling.
you can see the trail of me
left behind as i move on.
memories, happiness, love.
they are my bread crumbs.
bread crumbs so that you can find
your way back to where you belong.

1,2,3...breathe.
1,2,3...