Memories
I can't wait until my last grade is posted and this room is completely cleaned! I just want to really feel like I'm done.
But then again. the second that all happens, I will already be on the road, making my final trip back home. I will no longer be a resident of Riverside, no longer be a student. I don't think I have been so scared, sad, and excited all at the same time--at least, I haven't been in a long time. I think I have only felt that specific combination of emotions two other times in my life: Spain, and entering freshman year at UCR.
All of this has made me realize just how hard it is to live in the moment. How are you supposed to be in the here-and-now, enjoying every last second, when you have so many things to look forward to, and so many memories left behind? Anyone else experiencing this too?
But then again. the second that all happens, I will already be on the road, making my final trip back home. I will no longer be a resident of Riverside, no longer be a student. I don't think I have been so scared, sad, and excited all at the same time--at least, I haven't been in a long time. I think I have only felt that specific combination of emotions two other times in my life: Spain, and entering freshman year at UCR.
All of this has made me realize just how hard it is to live in the moment. How are you supposed to be in the here-and-now, enjoying every last second, when you have so many things to look forward to, and so many memories left behind? Anyone else experiencing this too?