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Midland is super lame. I guess I forgot about that. Work sucks still. Aaron's leaving in a couple weeks and that's not cool. Oh well. It happens. I'll be making money and that's all that matters. But they made me take my earring out. I need to buy a new one now because it just looks ridiculous the way it is. Anyone want to go with me?
I'm pretty sure I'm going to change my major. BCA just wasn't doing it for me the last semester or so. I'm thinking about accounting. Pretty big difference but hey, I'm a strange guy.
Soccer starts on Wednesday. I'm not sure how I feel about that. I really don't feel like playing and being around people right now. Haha. Oh well, it'll be good for me and I'll probably regret it if I don't play.
So...I've gotten some questions lately that I didn't really want to answer straight up because I told myself that I was done with excuses, and that I'd just accept what I have coming to me. But so many people are asking about stuff that I guess I'll just let it out. Back in December my doctor put me back on Lexapro since I was only on it for like two weeks prior. I didn't tell anyone. Within about a week or so I felt terrible. Feeling more depressed, getting angry with everyone around me, yelling at people for no reason, it was a bad situation. Something else pretty bad happened in January, so when I really started losing it people just pointed to that event, and so did I, because I had no clue what was going on with me. I figured that had to be it. I was supposed to get counseling, especially after the hospital, but I didn't go. I felt like they weren't any help and that they were the ones who were making me worse, stupid I know, but it was a really weird situation. Anyway, I eventually saw my doctor again in late March as I cannot get medicine without seeing her. She knew that I did not see my counselor as she had set up the appointment while I was in the hospital, and the counselor told my doctor that I wasn't going. So my doctor and I started getting into it. I let some things slip, some personal things that I hadn't told anyone and don't feel like sharing with anyone again. But once she heard these things she knew that the Lexapro was a huge factor in all of this. Lexapro is a fairly new drug and in a lot of cases, including mine, it actually has adverse effects, causing people to be more depressed, irritable, seclusive, and paranoid. They got me off of it and I'm doing much better now. So there people ;), now I don't have to explain it over and over again.
The World Cup is coming up and I'm pretty excited about that. I'm sad because as much as I love to be patriotic, I really don't think the USA have much of a chance at getting through to the round of 16. The Netherlands have an even tougher group than the USA, but I'm not too worried about them. I'm hoping for a win by either of those countries this year, most likely the Netherlands if anything, but I won't hold my breath. I just hate Brazil, that's all.
Hockey is over. Red Wings lost in the first round, the Canucks didn't even make the playoffs, super lame.
Hmmm, I guess that's it. I hope this was an informative entry and maybe even an entertaining one, but I doubt that :/.
Later
Andrew ;)
I'm pretty sure I'm going to change my major. BCA just wasn't doing it for me the last semester or so. I'm thinking about accounting. Pretty big difference but hey, I'm a strange guy.
Soccer starts on Wednesday. I'm not sure how I feel about that. I really don't feel like playing and being around people right now. Haha. Oh well, it'll be good for me and I'll probably regret it if I don't play.
So...I've gotten some questions lately that I didn't really want to answer straight up because I told myself that I was done with excuses, and that I'd just accept what I have coming to me. But so many people are asking about stuff that I guess I'll just let it out. Back in December my doctor put me back on Lexapro since I was only on it for like two weeks prior. I didn't tell anyone. Within about a week or so I felt terrible. Feeling more depressed, getting angry with everyone around me, yelling at people for no reason, it was a bad situation. Something else pretty bad happened in January, so when I really started losing it people just pointed to that event, and so did I, because I had no clue what was going on with me. I figured that had to be it. I was supposed to get counseling, especially after the hospital, but I didn't go. I felt like they weren't any help and that they were the ones who were making me worse, stupid I know, but it was a really weird situation. Anyway, I eventually saw my doctor again in late March as I cannot get medicine without seeing her. She knew that I did not see my counselor as she had set up the appointment while I was in the hospital, and the counselor told my doctor that I wasn't going. So my doctor and I started getting into it. I let some things slip, some personal things that I hadn't told anyone and don't feel like sharing with anyone again. But once she heard these things she knew that the Lexapro was a huge factor in all of this. Lexapro is a fairly new drug and in a lot of cases, including mine, it actually has adverse effects, causing people to be more depressed, irritable, seclusive, and paranoid. They got me off of it and I'm doing much better now. So there people ;), now I don't have to explain it over and over again.
The World Cup is coming up and I'm pretty excited about that. I'm sad because as much as I love to be patriotic, I really don't think the USA have much of a chance at getting through to the round of 16. The Netherlands have an even tougher group than the USA, but I'm not too worried about them. I'm hoping for a win by either of those countries this year, most likely the Netherlands if anything, but I won't hold my breath. I just hate Brazil, that's all.
Hockey is over. Red Wings lost in the first round, the Canucks didn't even make the playoffs, super lame.
Hmmm, I guess that's it. I hope this was an informative entry and maybe even an entertaining one, but I doubt that :/.
Later
Andrew ;)