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i really really REALLY REALLY i mean really fucking hate school. i was looking at classes to take at cy-fair and everything has an eng pre-requisite. i cant take intro to philosophy without two english classes, reading and writing II. i know theyre helpful but not to me. even intro to electronic music I has a pre-req. wtf?
i can see it now. im taking two shitty lame brain community college english classes, AND im failing them b/c i dont give a shit. oh and i prolly have to take algebra too. didnt i take like 3 years of that shitty thing in high school? oh yeah i did. and aced those bitches.
when will everythign change. like when will i get on that path to creating a new me. b/c right now the only thing school is doing is sticking its foot out trying to trip me up. i just want to be smarter and richer and not in houston. i dont want to know that what im doing now is fucking up my future.
what am i to do? suck it up and fall in line. goddamnit son of a FUCCCCCCCK. re-location? nah ill fuck that up too.
i just tried to imagine myself doing homework and being excvited abouit finishing a paper. it kinda works but what happens after that? are there drugs for laziness? its partly the drugs that make me lazy. i cant even get a summer job. im such a fucking loser. moochy mcmoocherson. i love my parents. i hate school. i want to sorta die.
i can see it now. im taking two shitty lame brain community college english classes, AND im failing them b/c i dont give a shit. oh and i prolly have to take algebra too. didnt i take like 3 years of that shitty thing in high school? oh yeah i did. and aced those bitches.
when will everythign change. like when will i get on that path to creating a new me. b/c right now the only thing school is doing is sticking its foot out trying to trip me up. i just want to be smarter and richer and not in houston. i dont want to know that what im doing now is fucking up my future.
what am i to do? suck it up and fall in line. goddamnit son of a FUCCCCCCCK. re-location? nah ill fuck that up too.
i just tried to imagine myself doing homework and being excvited abouit finishing a paper. it kinda works but what happens after that? are there drugs for laziness? its partly the drugs that make me lazy. i cant even get a summer job. im such a fucking loser. moochy mcmoocherson. i love my parents. i hate school. i want to sorta die.