Oct 22, 2004 01:45
was i made to be a rockstar? i think so. but god gave me a hairy ass instead of talent. i would have taken both if he asked! i think id be such a greater value to society as an artist. but i am stuck with struggles like work, school, money, loans, etc. sure, everyone deals with those, but i fail each time. yes, i could work 9-5, pay the bills, and drink myself to sleep every night. but fuck that. honestly, do you see me succubing to such a menial life? i gotta have more. i gotta make more. i gotta make more people feel what i feel.
thats another thing, i am always astonished to meet people with such a dull lust for music. i dont get it. how could someone walk into a room with the doors [waiting for the sun] playing and just walk right thru it not minding the organ at all? im glad i have friend like paul, matt, and carrie who understand how music makes a person. vital as air, it is.
barnes and noble in the woodlands has a great music selection. like great! i was blown away. they had like 15 tom wait, 15 brian eno, a bunch of van morrison, the make up, etc. i picked up: casual dots [st], midlake [bamnan and silvercork](one of the best releases of 2004), and the doors [...waiting for the sun].