It is only when we lose something that we truly learn to appreciate it
As many of you have already heard, I did something pretty stupid on Friday in school that landed me in a whole mess of trouble. Not only did I fuck up with school and the law, I also royally fucked up with the trust of my parents.
I know exactly what I did, and I am not going to justify my actions by any stretch of the imagination. What I did was wrong and I deserved what came to me. I do thank the people that caught me though, because of this experience, I will not only try, but have to, live my life clean and free of drugs. Except alcohol, I'm gonna drink like a fish.
I feel like I let down a lot of people. My parents, my girlfriend, my friends, my classmates, and my teachers. I apologize to all of you and hope that you guys will not shut me out of your life. To those people that do stop talking to me because of this, I will say, "Fuck all of you," because who are any of you to judge me as a person? I may have done something extremely wrong, but there are only three people in my life that can truly judge me: God, dad, and mom.
At this point I would like to thank all the people that stood by my side through this hard time in my life, but most importantly I would like to thank Big Show. Jose, I owe you the world for being there taking care or my mom and for waiting all those hours for me to get out. I love you, man.
I want to apologize to Sasha for not being able to spend time with her on Valentine's day because of my stupid actions. I do lov...care about you a lot, and I want to see you badly! =(
Here's a little advice to people that do the same thing that I use to do: It's sooooooooooo not fucking worth it. The high you get from that is not worth the price you pay if you get caught. You lose much more than you may think. There are things in life that are worth more than getting a little sense of distorted sensation. Please, I beg of you, just stop. And yes you may think I'm a hypocrite for saying that but you guys didn't lose what I lost: a clean record, good standing in school, my friend's trust, my parent's faith in me, and...my beautiful, long hair! My dad was pissed and made me cut it...
I'm sorry everybody,
Bert <~~~~~~Straight Edge for life! I'll drink to that!
I know exactly what I did, and I am not going to justify my actions by any stretch of the imagination. What I did was wrong and I deserved what came to me. I do thank the people that caught me though, because of this experience, I will not only try, but have to, live my life clean and free of drugs. Except alcohol, I'm gonna drink like a fish.
I feel like I let down a lot of people. My parents, my girlfriend, my friends, my classmates, and my teachers. I apologize to all of you and hope that you guys will not shut me out of your life. To those people that do stop talking to me because of this, I will say, "Fuck all of you," because who are any of you to judge me as a person? I may have done something extremely wrong, but there are only three people in my life that can truly judge me: God, dad, and mom.
At this point I would like to thank all the people that stood by my side through this hard time in my life, but most importantly I would like to thank Big Show. Jose, I owe you the world for being there taking care or my mom and for waiting all those hours for me to get out. I love you, man.
I want to apologize to Sasha for not being able to spend time with her on Valentine's day because of my stupid actions. I do lov...care about you a lot, and I want to see you badly! =(
Here's a little advice to people that do the same thing that I use to do: It's sooooooooooo not fucking worth it. The high you get from that is not worth the price you pay if you get caught. You lose much more than you may think. There are things in life that are worth more than getting a little sense of distorted sensation. Please, I beg of you, just stop. And yes you may think I'm a hypocrite for saying that but you guys didn't lose what I lost: a clean record, good standing in school, my friend's trust, my parent's faith in me, and...my beautiful, long hair! My dad was pissed and made me cut it...
I'm sorry everybody,
Bert <~~~~~~Straight Edge for life! I'll drink to that!