Jan 15, 2004 19:32
Yeah, went skating at Control with Shane and peeps. I suck. I need to get off my lazy ass and skate some more.
I just came to the conclusion that all my ex's hold some sort of resentment toward me, and with a certain few, I hold resentment toward them. There are so many mistakes I made in those friendships that I feel so bad about. I just wish that I could bury the hatchet with some of these girls and be friends again. While I'm at it I should just turn water into wine and feed 40 peeps with a fucking loaf of bread. But dammit, I should try.
Thank god there is not going to be a 3rd season of Punk'D! Fuck that show.
I just had a short conversation with my mom about girls and shit, and I told her about how I just got dumped on Sunday and why I was crabby these last couple of days. I told her I will just move on and find someone else, but she told me something I would have never expected from her, "No, you do not need to be tied down by anyone right now. You just need to go out and have fun." My mother telling me to avoid commitment and have single fun. I'm smoking some gooooood shit. To bad I'm a hopelessly romantic guy that strives for commitment and companionship. I'm such a fool...
With that being said, now the fun is really going to start. I'm gonna get fucking Gwat on this shit!
Toodles,
Bert