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hot jesus! well..my mom is goin off the deep end and taking me with her!! last nite joshua and me went to booksamillion and i told her i was gonna go in and get a book so we came out with 2 books right?! so she freaked the truck out!! shes already hates mr.steve cause she thinks im making him think i have such a terrible homelife just cause i wont "obey" or whatever and shes all like "you call your friends and tell them all your exagerated homelife crap you make up so theyll pity you" bullspit..truth is..i feel so alone and unloved at the place thats supposed to get you away from the cruel harsh reality of the world! highschools aint no better..im having trouble knowing who my "real friends" really are..and to make this soooo much better i wanna move out but cant cause 1.)i will have nowhere to go.. 2.) if i ran away or anything id be sent to ALL SAINTS or a fosterhome since ive already ran away once..3.)i dont think my mom no matter how many times she says you need to find somewhere else to live since you cant obey and such here..she wouldnt take it seriously and hear any of that "nonsense" yea..i have more to say but im worn out! semester tests are over!!yayyyy! oh and nobody can get me xmas presents cause i dont "deserve" them according to the mom..well over and out!!