ready for the next phase ?!?
so i'm sitting here in my apartment, soon to not be mine, for about 5 more hours then i leave for the night and come back in the morning to move my stuff out. i can't even begin to understand how i feel right now, maybe i'm a wreck or sad or just tired cause i got out of work around 5am and only slept for 2 hours. i'm all packed, there's nothing left to do but sit here with the dog, whom i'm going to miss very much and wait for all of this to finally come to an end. it's been a hell of a couple of months, i'm not sure i was as strong as i wanted to be but i'm also not sure it mattered because everything was going to happen anyway, ready or not. so here i go, a different life, i think the only thing that will make it not so bad is that i'll still be here with friends (who are more like family). i should sleep, but i'm not sure i even can right now, i only hope there's gonna be some rest in the near future.