Jan 07, 2006 02:46
seriously, work is eating my life like pac-man eats those blue dots
I get out and I go home because it's too late for anything to be bumping, so I go home, smoke everynow and then and/or play tony hawk until I crash out. sparatically, i'll end up at ashley's or with the guys somewhere, but now that school's in, it just ends up boring. I get money, but not enough to cover tuition fees. i'm starting to think that college won't even pay off, and I should just use this money to take a music production year-long course that won't waste so much of my time and be worth the labor i'm putting in for a future.
and i'm starting to realize that beer doesn't kick in for me as fast as it used to. this is either because of a rise in tolerance, or because it's really just a relaxant after a day of physical labor and bullshit.
but hey, 110 bucks after 3 nights in tips ain't soooo bad.
I'd like some advice. I love to give that shit out, even though I don't consider myself a fucking guru in situations, but help is always appreciated.
so I can either a) pay ridiculous amounts of money for classes and chafa books or b) save up money and move to find a better life for myself without any security whatsoever. or c) have money and shoot the shit....
which is what i've been doing since leaving high school