Shameless
I act like shit don't phase me
Inside it drives me crazy
My insecurities could eat me alive
But I wanna just take this time out to be perfectly honest
Cuz there's a lot of shit I keep bottled that hurts deep inside
And just know that I grow colder the older I grow
This boulder on my shoulder gets heavy and harder to hold
And this load is like the weight of the world
And I think my neck is breaking
Should I just give up
Or try to live up to these expectations?
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i'm just so god damn angry at her.
and then you for being so damn naive.
every time.
i spent a year giving you advice about how to deal with her,
and i should of been listening to myself because right now
i need that same advice for me about you.
Inside it drives me crazy
My insecurities could eat me alive
But I wanna just take this time out to be perfectly honest
Cuz there's a lot of shit I keep bottled that hurts deep inside
And just know that I grow colder the older I grow
This boulder on my shoulder gets heavy and harder to hold
And this load is like the weight of the world
And I think my neck is breaking
Should I just give up
Or try to live up to these expectations?
=====================
i'm just so god damn angry at her.
and then you for being so damn naive.
every time.
i spent a year giving you advice about how to deal with her,
and i should of been listening to myself because right now
i need that same advice for me about you.