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No life. Void, dull, day-to-day existence is the name of the game now.
Whiner. Loner. Bitch. Back into your hole after feeling the corrosive light on your skin.
Must be something seriously wrong, deeply penetrated my psyche and something went wrong. Confluence of forces I guess.
Disconnect, tune out, turn off. First period, five more minutes until I'm closer to second period which is closer to... Amazing when you realize the relevance of other people in relation to yourself. Something's not clicking. I can't register it. Some synapse isn't kicking in at the right level, not working at optimum capacity.
More drugs? Certainly. Who cares. I feel like fucking my life up plenty. What is it anyways? God, I pray for a war, a famine, a miscalculation of nuclear threat (Watch the modern world burn over a 10100 variant), anything to take my mind off... I want to know feel... alive damn it.
This rat maze is tearing at me, gutting me, eviscerating me, fucking bleeding the life out of my body.
Take me away, sweep me up.
Whiner. Loner. Bitch. Back into your hole after feeling the corrosive light on your skin.
Must be something seriously wrong, deeply penetrated my psyche and something went wrong. Confluence of forces I guess.
Disconnect, tune out, turn off. First period, five more minutes until I'm closer to second period which is closer to... Amazing when you realize the relevance of other people in relation to yourself. Something's not clicking. I can't register it. Some synapse isn't kicking in at the right level, not working at optimum capacity.
More drugs? Certainly. Who cares. I feel like fucking my life up plenty. What is it anyways? God, I pray for a war, a famine, a miscalculation of nuclear threat (Watch the modern world burn over a 10100 variant), anything to take my mind off... I want to know feel... alive damn it.
This rat maze is tearing at me, gutting me, eviscerating me, fucking bleeding the life out of my body.
Take me away, sweep me up.