Dec 20, 2004 19:10
I hate being a hypocondriac. gosh! I don't even know if that is spelled right. that is all. I hate it. I have been doing so good the last couple months and now all that goodness just blows up in my face. And I have problems with anxiety that don't help the hypocondriacism (is that even a word?), so the anxiety and the hypocondricaism go hand in hand to make my life a miserable pool of yuck.
Why?! I just want to be normal and not have to worry about if I have lung cancer or if I am going to get a blood clot etc etc. And I think You get my point. This is all high school's fualt. It all started in High school.
that is all.