Why did this Happen????
Kerry now pretty much hates me...I don't know what is happening!! Everything was fine and then all the sudden Kerry is incredibly mad at me...I know why that is..But I wish none of it had Happened!!! I mean he is mad at me for good reasons and I wish they weren't so I could be mad at him and have a reason...But I cant be I caused this...So im guessing me and him aren't going to homecoming together anymore I hope they have fun....well yea..Im sick..this sucks! Yesterday I could barley move and I had to go to school..I was proud of myself for goin!! But then Kerry gave ma a letter and it really hurt my feelings!! It wasnt his fault he said what he felt but still... and pretty much what he wrote is that he has no feelings for me left and that he has no need for me has a friend or anything else...I almost started to cry in my second hour..and for those of you who know me know I hate to cry!!Its wierd he is the only boy who I have ever felt i wanted to cry over...It hurt but what he doesnt get is that even if I did say I feel uncomfortable around him..anyone would after what happened between us..I mean I knew it would take time before we could be where we were..ya know in the friends department..its not his fault or Chelsea's but things have been soo hard lately and I don't know why these thimgs keep happeneing...Its hard and it hurts..soo yea for whoever might happen to read this if i say or do anything to you or have done IM SORRY!! well im gonna go now ok... OH YEA ALSO R.I.P. SEPTEMBER 11, 2001 HEROES AND ANYONE WHO DIED BECAUSE OF TEH TRAGETY!!!!!!
Becca