oh father!
wow...i just got back from my singing recital thing....and i actually thought i did ok...like i didnt mess up like last time...and yea i felt ok about it...and then in the car i asked my parents how they thought i did...and they were like giving me constructive critism and w/e and that was cool...saying that i need more support and stuff like that but then my dad was like well i like your REAL voice and i dont think u really are a soprano....and i was like ummm dont say that...and he started SPAZZING at me he was like "you asked for my opinion and i gave it to you...so thats my fucking opinion" and i was like no dad i asked for your opinion on the songs that i sang...not on what kind of singer i am..and he was like well bla bla bla and he was like yelling @ me...and then i listened to myself on the video camera thingy and i was like well i thought i did good! and he was like in a sarcastic tone "well I'm glad honey...thats ALL that really matters." wow i give up on him...i hate how he treats me like that! ugh! i seriously want to just set him straight...and then he kept talking about all this shit like well ur real voice is better! and i was like well thats the point of taking voice lessons...expanding your range...and he kept saying all this shit and i was like dad...u honestly dont know what your saying so y r u even talking? and like in the car he was just like being mean like that..and then he pulls a fucking skitzo on my ass and was like oh i wonder how they are going to be building that new house...and he is an ass to me one second and is nice to me the next...i DO NOT put up w/ that...and he was like r u mad at me? and i was like uhh...YEA...and he asked why....what a fucking idiot! jeez...so yea screw him i dont care ne more...he needs fucking skitzo meds or something! i duno but i dont like him right now! k gonna go now.
~Me
~Me