May 27, 2009 22:29
Blah, I'm totally having a blah day today
9 days till I see Jesse
which is great,
still waiting to hear from the three jobs I applied too.
I'm annoyed by work atm
annoyed by my new cross stitch so I think I might go tomorrow
and get the stuff to start the navy one...
I'm glad I get to see Jesse we run into this stupid like... wall when we haven't seen each other, and it's been 2 months now... this is the reason we decided that we didn't want to do this anymore. It's... really frustrating and normally right before he sees me he ends up doing lots more watches to make up for the time off he takes while I'm there. So atm we talk for maybe 15 mins a day... with a txt here and there.
I need to e-mail the place about getting a marriage liscence and figure out how to get a court appointment if need be and how long that takes to do, and... figure all this out, it's like the closer it gets to doing it I don't know...
I'm on a deal with Jesse to not say I don't any know anymore, which is really really hard
anyway it's lateish and I'm going to bed so I can wake up at 3 to talk to Jess when he's off. Night everyone.