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I'm biting my nails
I'm waking up at 4 am
I'm listening to self help talks about not needing anyone and the power of being single
I'm making out with my hand, open handed, and telling everyone about it
I'm getting excited and deflating like a balloon because I don't want to be too much and I don't want to fly off too far from the net
I'm watching Grey's Anatomy and quoting it, and pretending like I like her less than I do so I keep listening to the self help talks and telling myself I don't care
I am, I am, I am.