Mar 29, 2003 20:01
Can I possibly update this journal with stuff actually relevant to my own self? I do believe I can! ::Twinkly starry sounds that are then erased because they just don't work and are then replaced by cha-ching sounds which are then erased and a random sound of a cow quacking replaces it and is left and yeah you can definately tell that it is a cow even though there is no picture::
I got into SUNY Environmental Science and Forestry. It took me a few days but I finally told my mom that I wasn't going to go there because it didn't have what I wanted. She got all irrational on me, and tried to threaten to send me to Unity or Machias then. I told her that I would rather go to Unity and she laughed because she thinks I shouldn't, and tells me I haven't even visited it yet. I told her it didn't matter because Unity at least has what I want and ESF does not! Rar. But she mentioned the figures of $16,000 - $17,000 dollars, which I find very exciting because it is higher than I previously thought. Not that it matters really since all of the places near the top of my list haven't given me any money. Which really sucks.
I got into Prescott but they didn't mention anything about money. I hate when schools give me letters that tell me that they love me but then they don't give me any money. Now all I have to hear from is Warren Wilson but I don't think it is my top choice anymore. I think I am liking Sterling better again. I had a dream about it. I was in the library and then on this path. Plus, I really like their bulletin board. I kid you not. I want to visit Green Mountain because I think that I will get a feeling from it, but I don't know what kind of feeling yet.
I am writing a play for school and I am very nervous about it and if you haven't heard about it by now then get on the ball!
I miss my special someone. A lot. I'm not going to tell you how many hours I spent thinking about this special someone today because you would laugh at me. But it is many.
I want someone with a psychic connection to tell me what college I really want to go to. Not make up my mind for me, but just know my mind.