::shock and dismay::
I'm actually updating this thing. I feel like I'm not pulling my share of the weight, just reading other people's lives and not saying any of my own. It's not fascinating. Really. I made myself huge amounts of diner and dessert so that I would have something to eat all week without having to worry about taking up valuable time. So I'll eat soup and fudge brownies for a week. Ugh... I've eaten like 5 brownies today. Somebody make me stop.
I have not heard from anymore colleges yet. I still have to send in my supplimental application for Plattsburgh and the application fee for College of the Atlantic. Neither one of which I will go to, because one I don't want to and the other is just too expensive. But hey, I get to go to MAINE! and visit the three lovely colleges that I applied to that are there. I'm so excited! I haven't been to Maine in years, and I love it there!!!
I haven't done anything about applying for a job at camp this summer. Yet. I never know if I'm hired until June anyway. After camp starts. What can I say? They realize they're desperate eventually. I still work at Dairy Barn. I may have to quit though, if the cardiologist tells me to. I'm going this Thursday to get my heart checked out, but the chance of it being anything is minimal, I think, let alone anything serious. So, stop worrying or don't start.
Lots of school work... damned research paper. English so sucks this year. If it weren't for English I might actually have some free time. Actually, if I didn't have work. Not having to deal with both would be best. We don't have school this Monday, so I'm trying to squeeze in Rock climbing, but I don't think I'll have time for that. If I wasn't stranded in Islip for 2 hours yesterday trying to call people collect and ignoring people calling me "bandana," it might be a little easier. Or if I weren't writing this. Or... or... hey, it's okay though, cause I'm going to PA this next weekend and we have midterms the week after that, so that should be some free time. Maybe I could clean my room. Mmmm. Not that I spend much time in it besides trying to sleep or sleeping.
OOh, a lot a lot of my stuff came out from the kiln and some of it looks pretty nifty. I'm not allowed to take it home until I photograph it. Maybe I'll ask Matt to do it today. Me and cameras don't work well together. I got some pictures I have of me, Steff, Bryan, Pat, and Laura at the beach developed. Those were the days.
I'm not really sure if I want to go on a road trip this summer anymore, or even if I'll be able to, because of money. I can't spend it at home, really, because the rents are appropriating my room in June, but maybe I can pseudo-live-at-home and really just spend all of my time at the beach. The reason why I don't want to go is because it will basically be my last time to spend with the gang and friends in NY without things being drastically different. I'll go to camp as soon as school is done, missing even my own graduation, as well as all of the graduation parties that go with it, and then I'll be there until maybe two weeks before I have to leave for college. And I don't know if I want to be away for them. At the same time, I really want to spend time with somebody special before I leave, but I don't want to be all exclusive. I guess I have to see how this summer goes and how it is, but there is so much going on, and I don't want to add more things if that's all they will be -- more things. Gah! Sorry guys, I know I suck.
Oh, and I really wanted to go to the Women's Weekend at Camp Eagle Island this year, but I think that camp's already started for Tohi, so that really isn't such an option anymore. Perhaps I should double check that though.
Wow, I rambled. A lot. Frogs.
I have not heard from anymore colleges yet. I still have to send in my supplimental application for Plattsburgh and the application fee for College of the Atlantic. Neither one of which I will go to, because one I don't want to and the other is just too expensive. But hey, I get to go to MAINE! and visit the three lovely colleges that I applied to that are there. I'm so excited! I haven't been to Maine in years, and I love it there!!!
I haven't done anything about applying for a job at camp this summer. Yet. I never know if I'm hired until June anyway. After camp starts. What can I say? They realize they're desperate eventually. I still work at Dairy Barn. I may have to quit though, if the cardiologist tells me to. I'm going this Thursday to get my heart checked out, but the chance of it being anything is minimal, I think, let alone anything serious. So, stop worrying or don't start.
Lots of school work... damned research paper. English so sucks this year. If it weren't for English I might actually have some free time. Actually, if I didn't have work. Not having to deal with both would be best. We don't have school this Monday, so I'm trying to squeeze in Rock climbing, but I don't think I'll have time for that. If I wasn't stranded in Islip for 2 hours yesterday trying to call people collect and ignoring people calling me "bandana," it might be a little easier. Or if I weren't writing this. Or... or... hey, it's okay though, cause I'm going to PA this next weekend and we have midterms the week after that, so that should be some free time. Maybe I could clean my room. Mmmm. Not that I spend much time in it besides trying to sleep or sleeping.
OOh, a lot a lot of my stuff came out from the kiln and some of it looks pretty nifty. I'm not allowed to take it home until I photograph it. Maybe I'll ask Matt to do it today. Me and cameras don't work well together. I got some pictures I have of me, Steff, Bryan, Pat, and Laura at the beach developed. Those were the days.
I'm not really sure if I want to go on a road trip this summer anymore, or even if I'll be able to, because of money. I can't spend it at home, really, because the rents are appropriating my room in June, but maybe I can pseudo-live-at-home and really just spend all of my time at the beach. The reason why I don't want to go is because it will basically be my last time to spend with the gang and friends in NY without things being drastically different. I'll go to camp as soon as school is done, missing even my own graduation, as well as all of the graduation parties that go with it, and then I'll be there until maybe two weeks before I have to leave for college. And I don't know if I want to be away for them. At the same time, I really want to spend time with somebody special before I leave, but I don't want to be all exclusive. I guess I have to see how this summer goes and how it is, but there is so much going on, and I don't want to add more things if that's all they will be -- more things. Gah! Sorry guys, I know I suck.
Oh, and I really wanted to go to the Women's Weekend at Camp Eagle Island this year, but I think that camp's already started for Tohi, so that really isn't such an option anymore. Perhaps I should double check that though.
Wow, I rambled. A lot. Frogs.