Grrrrr.... What's motivation again?

Feb 02, 2005 15:31

Well I feel like the most unaccomplished person on the face of the earth. I have a list about 10 miles long of things I need to get done before I leave Friday for Michigan, and do you think I've done one single thing on there? NO. Now, I'm just sitting here, writing on this dumb thing... thanks ERIC :)

So, I actually got up and went to my 8am class this morning. I'm so proud of myself. Unfortunately because of the dumb dorms, I was only able to get a few hours of sleep and when I came back from class, I laid down and fell asleep again until 1pm. That's right, slept through Chemistry. Have I ever mentioned how much I hate the dorms? Here, lemme tell you how I feel. THEY. ARE. HELL. I hate all the drunken, loud girls who make messes and leave crap all over the halls. It's SOOOOO irritating, maybe I'm just a princess, but I dont think they tell you you're going to live in a prision when applying here, but maybe I just missed that part in the brochure. I am currently living alone, since Whit is in VEGAS, so I'm in my room all by my lonesome, blairing my Rascal Flatts, hoping to get on my stupid neighbors nerves. I hope it works.

I just have absolutely NO energy, cept for getting up to turn the stereo up louder. I don't wanna go out, I dont wanna stay in, I dont wanna do any work. I even made myself a list of things to do, do you think that's helping? NO. GRRRR. Someone motivate me...PLEASE. I used to be so good at that. In high school, I would just go and go and go, here, I just want to sleep.

I get to go to aerobics in like 2 minutes, that should be fun. Maybe that will get me motivated. You want to know the even worse thing about it all? I haven't even showered today yet!! How gross is that?!? I'm like the cleanest person I know, and I don't even have the energy to go jump in the shower, of course it wouldnt do me any good now, I'm just going to go get all hot and sweaty in aerobics, but still... you catch my drift. Okay, so I seriously need to quit ranting, and just do something... like to let my aerobics instructor kick my lil arse!! Yeah, that sounds like a good idea. Maybe I'll have done something when I get back on here... doubtful, but maybe!

I'm out like a boner in sweatpants... enjoy Eric, since you're the ONLY one who even knows about this...haha.
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