All by myself
Well... here I sit, in my apartment, at 12am on a Wednesday morning, all by my lonesome. The apartment is clean... well for the most part, and I'm laying in clean sheets... I love it. Only wish that boy was here with me. Oh well. I haven't writen in a while, so I thought I should update. I've been told I was going to marry 3 different guys in the past week... I must be doing something right.
More about that later.
This holiday season has brought with it lots of sadness... On Thanksgiving we learned Paul had been killed by a drunk driver. My aunt is traveling to New York weekly for treatments, although there isn't a whole lot of hope. David called me, Grandpa Andy passed away. Then a guy I work with died in his sleep of a brain anyurism. During a time when we're supposed to be full of cheer, it seems there's an awful lot of heart-ache.
Last week was my birthday- yay, I'm no longer a teenager. (Yes, that was for you Steven) I don't feel any older. I was a little upset my special day landed smack dab in the middle of finals week, but hey, I survived. I'll know tomorrow morning how well I really did.
So I've been spending a lot of time with friends lately. I have discovered just how important they are and how unimportant other things truely are. For some reason I find myself turning into a sappy girl. My family has a completely new meaning in my life. My outlook has changed as well as my future ambitions.
I'm currently considering law school... yeah... law school. Who would have imagained!? I guess we'll just see what happens. It would be fun, and maybe since Alex is going too, we could go together... that would be FUN. Unless he ends up serving somewhere far away :( Oh no, I don't want to even go there. Now I'm getting sad, and that's no good.
Kyle is in Hawaii right now. He constantly calls me to rub it in, or send me a pic to show me this beautiful world I'm completely missing out on. What a turd. He claims he's bringing me back something, what a nice guy...haha.
Steve is SICK. Poor guy has mono. I was also told Whit has the same symptoms. That can't be good. I pray I don't get it. As David put it once, "(I'd) die." Yep, glad there's confidence in my immune system.
I finally shopped for Christmas today. It's not nearly as much fun when you have to go by yourself. Mom and I seem to have a much more adventurous time together. It's so weird being here instead of at home, but a good weird, I guess. Growing up is just so crazy.
I was talking with Alex, probably a month ago, now. But anyway it just seems so weird that we're in a place that's helping to shape and mold our lives. I am literally looking at people I'm dating in a whole new light. I look for guys I would consider being with for the rest of my life, who I'd want to have kids with, who I would fall in love with. Monday we went out for my birthday, and it was the first time we'd ever gone out as a family of 6. It was so weird to think this could be how it is from now on. Lindsey and I are old enough to have a serious significant other. CRAZY.
Well... my battery is running down and my eyes are getting heavy. Another day of work tomorrow, so I should finish watching Pretty Woman and fall asleep.
More about that later.
This holiday season has brought with it lots of sadness... On Thanksgiving we learned Paul had been killed by a drunk driver. My aunt is traveling to New York weekly for treatments, although there isn't a whole lot of hope. David called me, Grandpa Andy passed away. Then a guy I work with died in his sleep of a brain anyurism. During a time when we're supposed to be full of cheer, it seems there's an awful lot of heart-ache.
Last week was my birthday- yay, I'm no longer a teenager. (Yes, that was for you Steven) I don't feel any older. I was a little upset my special day landed smack dab in the middle of finals week, but hey, I survived. I'll know tomorrow morning how well I really did.
So I've been spending a lot of time with friends lately. I have discovered just how important they are and how unimportant other things truely are. For some reason I find myself turning into a sappy girl. My family has a completely new meaning in my life. My outlook has changed as well as my future ambitions.
I'm currently considering law school... yeah... law school. Who would have imagained!? I guess we'll just see what happens. It would be fun, and maybe since Alex is going too, we could go together... that would be FUN. Unless he ends up serving somewhere far away :( Oh no, I don't want to even go there. Now I'm getting sad, and that's no good.
Kyle is in Hawaii right now. He constantly calls me to rub it in, or send me a pic to show me this beautiful world I'm completely missing out on. What a turd. He claims he's bringing me back something, what a nice guy...haha.
Steve is SICK. Poor guy has mono. I was also told Whit has the same symptoms. That can't be good. I pray I don't get it. As David put it once, "(I'd) die." Yep, glad there's confidence in my immune system.
I finally shopped for Christmas today. It's not nearly as much fun when you have to go by yourself. Mom and I seem to have a much more adventurous time together. It's so weird being here instead of at home, but a good weird, I guess. Growing up is just so crazy.
I was talking with Alex, probably a month ago, now. But anyway it just seems so weird that we're in a place that's helping to shape and mold our lives. I am literally looking at people I'm dating in a whole new light. I look for guys I would consider being with for the rest of my life, who I'd want to have kids with, who I would fall in love with. Monday we went out for my birthday, and it was the first time we'd ever gone out as a family of 6. It was so weird to think this could be how it is from now on. Lindsey and I are old enough to have a serious significant other. CRAZY.
Well... my battery is running down and my eyes are getting heavy. Another day of work tomorrow, so I should finish watching Pretty Woman and fall asleep.