Feb 09, 2005 01:09
Well... I just don't know how I feel about all this. Today I was so overwhelmed with academic stuff. I have so much to do and so much on my mind. I HATE making decisions. But I finally made the big one I didn't wanna make. That's right. Ladies and gentlemen, I'm staying at Ball State next year. This brings on a whole new rehlm of worries. I've already started the whole apartment search. Stacy and Abby are my future roomies :) And maybe whit, we'll see how her decision making goes as well, poor girl, I feel your pain.
Now, I have a chemistry test to study for tomorrow, some reading and a paper to write for my critical analysis class on Thursday and of course a 4-6 page midterm to do for the same class. Not to mention I get to work ALL weekend. Happy Valentine's Day to me. Oh well. Adam's going home the next two weeks, so I get to look forward to another 3 weeks w/o him. I'm being tough, I swear.
Well I seriously just dont know what to say. I have so many feelings running through my body right now. I'm glad I just decided to make this decision, but at the same time I'm worried it wasn't the correct one. PS. Adam you are AWESOME. Thank you so much for being here for me, supporting me, and never once pressuring me one way or another. It means the world to me!
Ok, so I'm sleepy and stressed, so I think i'm just going to go to bed and forget about it... that seems like the logical thing to do, right?! Nite!