We miss you so much heather
Did something in 2/3 hour that was soo hard :'(
Current mood:
sad
Today in my Nursery Class, I decided that I would be the one who would do heathers board... I worked on it for almost 2 hours, and its beautiful... It was hard to put all her stuff up there, knowing she wouldnt be able to take it down. I think about her everyday. It was so sad to see her apron hanging there and her not being in it. Puttin the pictures up killed me so bad, but i stayed strong until i left the class. We all miss heather so much, its hard to believe she has been gone for over 2 months, I like to think of her as our angel watching over us and the kids, and hopefully Mrs. Nocella too. Heather did sooo much in that class, its hard to believe she started off in my class, and got switched to 6/7 hour. WoW if she would have stayed, we would have gotten so close, and this would all hurt so much worse.
I still havent made it to the grave yard, I cant get myself to do it. I have drove past the accident scene almost once a week, and it tears me up. Idont know when I will be able to face her grave, knowing that she will lay there forever, she will never get to be 18, she will never get to club (omg she would love clubbin so much, its so her), she will never get to go to her senior prom, or walk across that stage for graduation. She wont ever be a mom, she would have been a wonderful mom, and a devoted wife. She will never have that one person who could carry on the beauty that she has. Heather you are missed so much, and only the good die young. Your a beautiful angel, and I know your watching all of us, and laughing wondering why we are all so sad. because we know your happy there, and your okay and safe, well we love you so much. And nothing will be the same without you. We miss you at the parties, you were such a crazy girl... Cant wait to see you again heather.
Im gonna go, I cant write anymore