Gossip Girl Made Me CRY
This episode was good. God, it was good. It has been so bad lately, so depressing. But everyone was together and DAMNIT Rufus and Lily having problems, hell I think that the rest of the episode was irrelevant except for the bar scene between Blair and Chuck. Oh god, Chuck Bass. He killed me dead today. Ed Westwick is a great actor and I just feel sad and depressed thinking about it. He loves Blair. So much it hurts, and it makes me want to crawl into a little ball and cry for hours on end.
I know I care too much about fictional relationships. But I don't have anyone right now and I wish someone would care about me so much they want what's best for me. For someone to able to put me first, even when it kills them on the inside. That is love, ladies and gents. And Chuck and Blair are made for each other and I don't care what anyone says nate and blair are wrong for each other. No one will ever convince me otherwise. There is no way that Nate loves and needs and even respects Blair the way Chuck does. And he might not have been the best person in the past but he's trying to change and I really think he's grown up. I feel so bad for him... and now I am bawling at 2 in the morning over a fictional character.
Greek was good but I felt bad for Rusty because he is in love with Jordan. And One Tree Hill is making me cry because I am in a crying sort of mood and I am sucker for a good love story and my heart aches with the whole Sam storyline and finding family with Brooke, and Peyton trying to be a good mom...and it's so soap opera but it's good. It's a good story. Brooke is still my favorite character, and I really hope Sam comes back soon.
I am going to keep crying now, and it actually feels kind a nice. Emotional Release and all that nonsense. Time for a long day of homework and projects. Good Night.
I know I care too much about fictional relationships. But I don't have anyone right now and I wish someone would care about me so much they want what's best for me. For someone to able to put me first, even when it kills them on the inside. That is love, ladies and gents. And Chuck and Blair are made for each other and I don't care what anyone says nate and blair are wrong for each other. No one will ever convince me otherwise. There is no way that Nate loves and needs and even respects Blair the way Chuck does. And he might not have been the best person in the past but he's trying to change and I really think he's grown up. I feel so bad for him... and now I am bawling at 2 in the morning over a fictional character.
Greek was good but I felt bad for Rusty because he is in love with Jordan. And One Tree Hill is making me cry because I am in a crying sort of mood and I am sucker for a good love story and my heart aches with the whole Sam storyline and finding family with Brooke, and Peyton trying to be a good mom...and it's so soap opera but it's good. It's a good story. Brooke is still my favorite character, and I really hope Sam comes back soon.
I am going to keep crying now, and it actually feels kind a nice. Emotional Release and all that nonsense. Time for a long day of homework and projects. Good Night.