I know I was MIA for a while sorry
Hey what's up my fellow friends!
Sorry about not being on here in awhile but life is life.
Everyone seems to be having some sort of shit bring em down.
Well I just didn't have the energy or the life to really do anything recently.
I just have been real depressed since the night I met up with that chick Tiff in the picture. BTW Nick told me not to fool around with her the first time we meet, but ummm that kinda didn't happen. I had fun with her and decided not to tell Nick. I love Nick in the idea he's a good boyfriend and a good roomate, but not a lover or romantic. Well this is besides the fact.
He was upset about me digging this girl so much (he didn't know about the fooling around part), and the fact DevE keeps coming over and Nick thinks he likes me. It seemed like we were eating eachothers heads off for a couples days. I quit wokring and answering my phone and emails. I was soo depressed over it, but now I talked it over with my boss at RedLight TV (wise ole' hippy guy) a nd he helped me sort my thoughts.
Nick and I have obviously grown over the years we've known eachother. We're each going through different phases of adulthood. And things we use to like or enjoy in the past are now different. Well I discussed this idea with Nick and he agreed and we are now working on that. And lo and behold I think that was the answer. Just dealing with it.
I'm glad I did discuss this with nick, or I would have probably still been unhappy. He 6-D-9'd with me this morning!! It was soo fun. I hope it isn't a one time thing to make me happy again then smash my spirit. However I think I will continue hanging out with this girl TIff on a sexual basis. I don't think a mother of a 2 yr. would have any disease, let alone she's a fucking dream milf hottie! lol!
Well I've been trying to catch up with my life recently. Very hard with taxes and all. With modeling it is a bitch to fill them out. It's not like a normal job. Luckily I just found out one of my foot clients (scott the guy who bought me a hookah) does taxes. So I will get that done this week.
I have another foot fetish film to be made on April 10. That will be a wild day foot fetish g/g scene and b/g scene possibly b/g/g scene !! And of course the boy to be in the film is no other than Nick my boyfriend. How cool will this be!
I also am happy to note my sister will be coming to NY after all. She will stay for 6 days and than I will take her back to OH. I might possibly come and chill in Y-town with kate and hit up the village in the morning!
Wow I hope when all my publications come out and my sister leaves I start rolling in the money again. Things have been slow with my Austraila cancelation and my habit of giving up life when I'm depressed. Ever since my senior year really I have found it easier when I'm most depressed to give up on life and what to shrivel up and sleep forever.
Well that doesn't sound like a nice way to end this....Rocky has been terrorizing mom a bunch recently. I don't know why!? LOL because he's my little devil! Nick and I have spent $100 on raffle tickets for 10 chance out of 150 to win a $2000 crazy cool bubbler. It has this shit in it that when placed on this special base it glows in side different colors. It's crazy, you have to see it to believe it.
Does anyone ever watch TLC's trading spaces or while you were out??!! I love that show and I want to be on it terribly bad! Nick and I will have a bigger room soon, since ben is going to college. Nick and I are thinking of converting Ben's closet into a whirlpool tub area. How pimp would that be? And then get a new dresser and entertainment set. I think it would be sweet. And nicks mom is like do what you want. She told nick and I to paint the bathroom upstairs however we wanted.
I would love to do some cool artzy drawings but nick doesn't trust me. Also I convinced Nick to let me do a Grateful Dead wall in our new room! I'm soooo happy. He said no skull though....
I love candles....I love these new quizes K8 finds as well
The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
LevelScorePurgatory (Repenting Believers)Very LowLevel 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)LowLevel 2 (Lustful)Very HighLevel 3 (Gluttonous)LowLevel 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)ModerateLevel 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)ModerateLevel 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)HighLevel 7 (Violent)Very HighLevel 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)Very HighLevel 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)High
Take the Dante Inferno Hell Test
I also have some new photos from last week's shoot. We were working on a dream work type series (the idea of dreaming of yourself being nude while everyone else is clothed). This part of the series was called War Protest! We were holding signs while chanting and shit it was fun. We did more and I will show them if I get a good response, I don't know how yall feel. Here is one of them, there is nudity so if your offended STOP NOW!
DevE just called and wanted to hang out. He tells me he hangs out with me and Nick more than Ben anymore. I don't mind hanging out with him sometimes, but when him and nick are together it is sooo funny. They are always trying to out do eachothers stoner stories or drug tales. It is hillarious, I actually had to point it out at one point it got so aggravating. WEll peace people I'm back!
Sorry about not being on here in awhile but life is life.
Everyone seems to be having some sort of shit bring em down.
Well I just didn't have the energy or the life to really do anything recently.
I just have been real depressed since the night I met up with that chick Tiff in the picture. BTW Nick told me not to fool around with her the first time we meet, but ummm that kinda didn't happen. I had fun with her and decided not to tell Nick. I love Nick in the idea he's a good boyfriend and a good roomate, but not a lover or romantic. Well this is besides the fact.
He was upset about me digging this girl so much (he didn't know about the fooling around part), and the fact DevE keeps coming over and Nick thinks he likes me. It seemed like we were eating eachothers heads off for a couples days. I quit wokring and answering my phone and emails. I was soo depressed over it, but now I talked it over with my boss at RedLight TV (wise ole' hippy guy) a nd he helped me sort my thoughts.
Nick and I have obviously grown over the years we've known eachother. We're each going through different phases of adulthood. And things we use to like or enjoy in the past are now different. Well I discussed this idea with Nick and he agreed and we are now working on that. And lo and behold I think that was the answer. Just dealing with it.
I'm glad I did discuss this with nick, or I would have probably still been unhappy. He 6-D-9'd with me this morning!! It was soo fun. I hope it isn't a one time thing to make me happy again then smash my spirit. However I think I will continue hanging out with this girl TIff on a sexual basis. I don't think a mother of a 2 yr. would have any disease, let alone she's a fucking dream milf hottie! lol!
Well I've been trying to catch up with my life recently. Very hard with taxes and all. With modeling it is a bitch to fill them out. It's not like a normal job. Luckily I just found out one of my foot clients (scott the guy who bought me a hookah) does taxes. So I will get that done this week.
I have another foot fetish film to be made on April 10. That will be a wild day foot fetish g/g scene and b/g scene possibly b/g/g scene !! And of course the boy to be in the film is no other than Nick my boyfriend. How cool will this be!
I also am happy to note my sister will be coming to NY after all. She will stay for 6 days and than I will take her back to OH. I might possibly come and chill in Y-town with kate and hit up the village in the morning!
Wow I hope when all my publications come out and my sister leaves I start rolling in the money again. Things have been slow with my Austraila cancelation and my habit of giving up life when I'm depressed. Ever since my senior year really I have found it easier when I'm most depressed to give up on life and what to shrivel up and sleep forever.
Well that doesn't sound like a nice way to end this....Rocky has been terrorizing mom a bunch recently. I don't know why!? LOL because he's my little devil! Nick and I have spent $100 on raffle tickets for 10 chance out of 150 to win a $2000 crazy cool bubbler. It has this shit in it that when placed on this special base it glows in side different colors. It's crazy, you have to see it to believe it.
Does anyone ever watch TLC's trading spaces or while you were out??!! I love that show and I want to be on it terribly bad! Nick and I will have a bigger room soon, since ben is going to college. Nick and I are thinking of converting Ben's closet into a whirlpool tub area. How pimp would that be? And then get a new dresser and entertainment set. I think it would be sweet. And nicks mom is like do what you want. She told nick and I to paint the bathroom upstairs however we wanted.
I would love to do some cool artzy drawings but nick doesn't trust me. Also I convinced Nick to let me do a Grateful Dead wall in our new room! I'm soooo happy. He said no skull though....
I love candles....I love these new quizes K8 finds as well
The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
LevelScorePurgatory (Repenting Believers)Very LowLevel 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)LowLevel 2 (Lustful)Very HighLevel 3 (Gluttonous)LowLevel 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)ModerateLevel 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)ModerateLevel 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)HighLevel 7 (Violent)Very HighLevel 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)Very HighLevel 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)High
Take the Dante Inferno Hell Test
I also have some new photos from last week's shoot. We were working on a dream work type series (the idea of dreaming of yourself being nude while everyone else is clothed). This part of the series was called War Protest! We were holding signs while chanting and shit it was fun. We did more and I will show them if I get a good response, I don't know how yall feel. Here is one of them, there is nudity so if your offended STOP NOW!
DevE just called and wanted to hang out. He tells me he hangs out with me and Nick more than Ben anymore. I don't mind hanging out with him sometimes, but when him and nick are together it is sooo funny. They are always trying to out do eachothers stoner stories or drug tales. It is hillarious, I actually had to point it out at one point it got so aggravating. WEll peace people I'm back!