Long overdue post..
Again.. it's been forever since I last posted. I have the hardest time keeping up with this thing! Probably because no one reads it lol. I guess in a way it helps me to sum up my thoughts, and think.
Well since I last posted.. I was drinkin at Danas. She's since gone back to school.. actually a LOT has happened. Danas bf Matt.. his brother died. Not sure if I ever mentioned him. I believe I did. He's the little cutie I was semi hookin up with. He was my little buddy. I must have cried for 3 days straight. I've never lost someone close to me before, and so suddenly. It was as result of a car accident.
Kevin came home! yay.. but.. is still with Emma.. unsure as to that. We fucked around a bit, but then he didnt want to cheat on her anymore.. which I respect.. but he shouldnt have done it in the first place lol.
So.. with that.. my two guys went down to ZERO. That's where I'm STILL sitting.
My job at Lang ended as well, and I never got a new one. I desperately need to though, with Christmas and stuff approaching, not to mention bills!
Hmm.. so other than that. I sit here everyday, without friends because they've all either gone back home or we're not friends anymore. (Kate). She turned out to be a TOTAL asshole... but I didnt even waste my time on her. I was like fuck her. Kev had told me for a month she was no good.
I don't really see Kev very often, even though hes my best friend. I don't know. I love to be alone, but I get lonely at times. It's hard because Steph is friends with all these people, some of them I feel like I should have been friends with and I feel completely out of the loop. I don't know. What's wrong with me that way?!
Well.. in Sept I hope to be moving to go to school. I don't want to go here thats for sure.
Anyway.. I will try to write soon. Even though NOTHING exciting happens in my life.. lol
Well since I last posted.. I was drinkin at Danas. She's since gone back to school.. actually a LOT has happened. Danas bf Matt.. his brother died. Not sure if I ever mentioned him. I believe I did. He's the little cutie I was semi hookin up with. He was my little buddy. I must have cried for 3 days straight. I've never lost someone close to me before, and so suddenly. It was as result of a car accident.
Kevin came home! yay.. but.. is still with Emma.. unsure as to that. We fucked around a bit, but then he didnt want to cheat on her anymore.. which I respect.. but he shouldnt have done it in the first place lol.
So.. with that.. my two guys went down to ZERO. That's where I'm STILL sitting.
My job at Lang ended as well, and I never got a new one. I desperately need to though, with Christmas and stuff approaching, not to mention bills!
Hmm.. so other than that. I sit here everyday, without friends because they've all either gone back home or we're not friends anymore. (Kate). She turned out to be a TOTAL asshole... but I didnt even waste my time on her. I was like fuck her. Kev had told me for a month she was no good.
I don't really see Kev very often, even though hes my best friend. I don't know. I love to be alone, but I get lonely at times. It's hard because Steph is friends with all these people, some of them I feel like I should have been friends with and I feel completely out of the loop. I don't know. What's wrong with me that way?!
Well.. in Sept I hope to be moving to go to school. I don't want to go here thats for sure.
Anyway.. I will try to write soon. Even though NOTHING exciting happens in my life.. lol