Holy crap... it's almost Graduation
I can't believe how fast the past year has gone by. I'm graduating in 18 days. I don't have a job in line, and I'm broke. I have no idea what I'm going to do about that. Maybe I'll get a job at a golf course until I find a real job. I should start calling around now that I think about it. Until then, I have a shit load of stuff to do. I have a paper due Friday, one due Monday (which I'm almost done with thankfully), and a report with a 20 page paper with it due next Thursday. I'm by no means ready for the real world. I don't want to leave Alma. Sometimes I hate it, and I've put my time in when it comes to work for school, but I don't want to leave the actual town. The man I love will be here, the majority of my friends will still be here... I just don't know if I'll be able to handle it. It's going to be damn hard. Now if I work at a golf course, I'll have quite a bit of time off I'm guessing, so I'll be able to visit Will in Petoskey every so often.. but it's just not the same. I hope the next year flies as fast as this year did. I know it'll fly for all the to-be seniors, but for those of us in the real world, working and paying money out the ass for this and that, I fear it's going to drag on. I just want my life to start... but not alone. I don't want to spend a year apart from him. It'll be a good test, yes, but damnit I don't want to be tested!
*sigh* Oh well. Guess it's time to wake up and smell the bills.
*sigh* Oh well. Guess it's time to wake up and smell the bills.