i got a migraine
so im having mdew withdrawels right now fo rill.my head hurts so bad i just wana cry lmao. but im a big gurl now so i wont. tee hee. on Fri i went to modesto with joseph and julian and we ran into billie ho and dan (not together) haha. but yeah. i have like a respect for billie. cuz she loves joseph so much, even tho he just makes stupid choices and fuqs up every once in a while(i luv him too hes krazie kewl) she still lik looks out for him. wen i absolutely wished death on her, i thot that she was just a selfish whore, but she duz actually care for sumone, im sure she cares for lots of ppl... and she gave me a hug and we mde fun of eachother cuz thats wut we always do lmao cuz we're terds, but yeah and she still fuqin smiles even tho theres all this shit about her everywhere, and even tho shes dun a lota things that she probably would've been better off without. im proud of her. haha yes i sed it. i never thot i would in a million years but yeah it amazes me. now dan on the other hand. haha he just gets on my nerves. hahaha. AAHAHAHEYAWUAHAHGJKLA;7EAHA my new sewing machine gets delivered to me casa in 6 dayz. and my new t.v. gets delivered in lik 9 dayz. so thats purty tite yo. yesterday i was off with my homie in oakdale...and we came up with sum really good ideas. im anxious. Ü today joseph and daniel just show up outta no where wen im taking a shower...so i hadto shave my arms suuupe fast like a krazie mofo. they're lame tho, cuz they didn't go get me n mdew. hahaha. im having one of those moments where you just feel ugly no matter what. haha i get them alot, but i duno i got it purty bad right now. i duno if thats normal, prob not. haha im probably just weird lik taht. happy 4th guyz. i went swimming today, the water wasn't very much cooler than the temp. outside...la la lalalala my head hoiwts. javier still hasn't talked to me, but hey..he has lik a billion supe pretty girls that he can talk to. so im not worried for him. ha! rar. alrighty. well tooodlez!! xoxoxx -courtney