hummmm
so i was going to do sumthin awefullyyyy bad terday...but i didn't. tee hee i went with julian and zack and swung on the swings. it was funy. earlier i went to the skooo to visit my homies and then walked home with vince lik alwayz. lol um it was nice i looked at the stars. today i did do sumthin bad tho, but not as bad/dramatic as i would have. it isn't me, lik i stopped all that poo and now i cling to it or sumthing...n its not that i cant stop its taht i dont want to..its lik temporary satisfaction. when i cant think thro everything and tare apart every single detail of every single moment. i think i will just go out with sean, i duno...i duno wut to do about ne thing..i need sumone to just make all of my decisions for me. man i just needto grow up, or mayb everyone else duz. <33