safe from pain, truth, choice and all the poisoned devils
i got up at 3 something (literally just got out of my bed bcuz i wasn't sleeping and i hadnt sleep all night) and my mother & I went to work out. after that i went to seminary which felt weird concidering i never go any more.then i did my sisters hair and make up and told them i luved them as they left for skewl. um i just got back from the "store", today i made a semi promise that i was going to stop doing all that junk, and its troo. i am stopping bcuz i dont need temporary happiness and i have people who luv me and look up to me. wen i got back there were blue jays outside my door. i just stood there and watched bcuz it is enchanting. my grandma sez that blue jays are the carriers of good news....one blue jay is watching over you, but if there are more than one then sumthing good will happen. here i am not sitting on my compu listening to musica becuz i am kinda bored but not really and i sure wont be in a few minutes wen im dun with my drink. um later on today im going to walk over to argus and pick up my cuz. hmpf. it seems i am dun now. misunderstood .v.u.l -me